Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Here's a little summary of how my life is
Family

Not much change actually. Still the same I-prefer-to-be-lonely-than-to-be-with-my-family feeling. Idk why uh. No,it's not my family's fault. It's just that I've caused to much problems and I'm shy to face them. Even mum told me she missed the old me when I was small. SMALL! See! It's been so long since I have a good communication with her. And the last time I kissed her was when I'm still "Anak Abu". I still don't have the courage to get along with them,be a happy family. I'd rather lock myself in the room the whole day,only go out of the room to eat or bathe,then go out with friends. I prefer friends than family. That's why I love to manja with my friends and their mum's. For example like Qamar's or Maya's or I forget who else. Lol. Sorry uh yang tak tau malu -.- Sorry Ibu,it's not you,it's me. <3

Friends

Been drifting away from some of my friends. Maybe it's due to work. I really miss them all the people who always be there for me and hang out with me. Primary 5/6 Faith,Friends of T.O.P(primary school punkrock band),Aziz;Idil;Shawal(Primary Best Friends),Secondary 1E5,BDS. Groups I even miss more like HQ boys,Mushroom boys,3/4Thinking,Some boys from F/2,some of Saturday Lovers,East Side Boys("Gereng Crew"),Faheem;Shaqeel;Kemek(and their brothers),Brocores and idk uh. Too many too list uh. If only we could slack as one group and be happy together(which may never happen). Friendster pun dah tak happening like last year when everybody case baru baru nak naik. Haha. I love you guys alot even if you can't see it but deep inside I really miss you guys.

Love

I've never liked to be in a relationship because I find it a "child's play thing" since primary school. But I admit I've been in a relationship during that period of time. But I wasn't so serious about it. Just having fun because we're still young. Believe it or not,the shortest time was 3 days. Told ya I wasn't into it. But then,my heart was opened by Z***** during early this year. That's when I started to feel love. That's when I understand a bit about love. But to bad things didn't work out as there are no understanding between both party. But then! Around mid-year this year,someone really showed me what's love. That's when I start to understand more about what love is and she's the first I've ever love so much that nothing could describe how I feel. Even Pamela Anderson's boob's can't take my eyes off that girl. Even if you put Bill Gates' properties beside her love,I'd go for her love. She means everything to me. Like the famous phrase,"to the world you may be nothing,but to me,you are the world". It's hard to describe how perfect she is and how my love for her is. But then again,aku kena zang. I dowant to tell what happen because I love her too much to tell what she did to me. But then,life have to go on. Back to the relationship part. Oh yeah, to me,relationship can't last long. For now you see her as the apple of your eye,and the next thing is you see a note beside you which says,'I don't love you anymore,the feeling has faded. Let's just be friends now.' Get it? Relationship does not last long. I'm not saying all but,it's hard to find someone that you could last long with till eternity. To me,the keypoints to having a good relationship is trust,understand,affection and then you love. When you trust her,that's when both party would be able to understand each other better. And both can avoid having tiffs and arguements and fights and whatever shit. But it's true when they say arguements and fights brings both closer. But too much of those can cause a break up :(And then to my favourite part,*drum rolls* "The Affection" That's when you hug her tightly in your arms,brush her soft silky hair with your hands,whisper gently in her ears "I love you and I'll never leave you alone. For you will always be in my heart until the day I die" and the climax,FEEL THE LOVE WHEN YOU KISS HER. Lawan pedang uh abeh! Saaapppp,sooooopppppp,suuuppppp,keching,piang! Feel the love from her tongue as her saliva goes down you throat down to your intestines then stomach then come out at your pigeon hole. HAHAHAH disgusting sia! Argh. Naik gian sia berbual pasal ni,hahahahaha. But then,fuck all this shits uh! Kudos uh to Ira and Sasa! You have my blessings and you guys are the only couple whom I respect so much and envy!

Work

Yayy me. I made some new friends. Most of them are Pinoys(people imported from Phillipines,HAHA!) Introducing the managers Norman,Hannah,Edward and the new manager whom I trained abit,Kenneth! All of them are Pinoys-.-! And the workers,Reynante(Pinoy again -.-),Liza(Malaysian),Michael(Malaysian),Chris(Pinoy again again) and Feeqah(my schoolmate obviously Singaporean). Want to know the reason why Coffebean loves Pinoys? Because CoffeeBean's Big Boss love them because he believe's that Pinoys can be trusted. So Kurt,everything you say,I'll believe you -.-! But idk why they love imported workers -.-.-!! Work life is fun. I feel like working everyday. Reynante is the best. He's fun to work with. Kurt taught me some Pinoy language like 'Putang ina mo'(fuck your mother) and 'mahal kita' (i love you). And my other friend taught me 'chupa ti ti'(suck my dick) Reynante laughed when I said all this. But he like to disturb me.

Rey: Your girlfriend never work uh today?
Me: Who?
Rey: Afiqah lah!
Me: Your head uh! Haha

And

Me:*calls Rey and looked at Liza* mahal kita(i love you)
Rey: Hahaha. Then afiqah want to put where?
Me: Hahaha! Your head lah!
Liza:*blur sotong*

And at the wash area when I was doing dishwashing with Liza.
Rey comes in and looks at us.

Rey: Oh! Liza! He got afiqah already! Why you with him?!
Liza and Me:*laugh like nobody's business*
Rey:Mus,later I tell afiqah uh!*laughs then walk off*

And at the counter with Chris,Kenneth,Rey

Rey:Chris,mus like afiqah.
Chris: Oh! Mus like afiqah *laugh*
Kenneth: Who afiqah?
Me: My schoolmate. Same school as me.
Rey:Yah. Same house.
Me:*laugh*
Rey:*Same room*
Me:*laugh rabak* yah same toilet!
Rey: Same underwear!
Me: Same bra!
(both laugh like stupid people)

And now almost the whole outlet disturb me about me being Afiqah's boyfriend. Which in fact,I'm not. Haha. Especially when mike and rey together. They would say,"Mus and Afiqah go dating at orchard!" Then they laugh. See how much I love my workmates? So happy together. Hahaha.

Tired.

The reason why I'm tired is because I think this is the longest post I've ever write in my blog. Dah macam story telling sia. Sorry uh orang yang malas nak baca. Just read it slowly lah kay. haha. Afrio ask me out to Escape Theme Park this Friday but too bad I'm working. And need to save money for class chalet and chalet with Mushroom Boys. Argh I miss them like fuck. And I saw a flyer about a gig on 6 December And it's on Saturday and it's my off day! Fuck I'm happy! Get to catch Overthrown and Forgive! Sing alongs,Stage Diving,unite and not segregate! Argh can't wait for it. See you guys there!




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