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Monday, February 9, 2009
Life is like a rocking boat trying to make its way to the shore. Through the thunderstorms and crashing wave,still trying to hold on to survive. And there's still no sight of any Island. How long will the thunderstorm last? And how long can I hold on to the boat,fighting the deadly sea? Only god knows.
Phone's been off for 2 days. I don't wanna contact anyone at this moment. I don't wanna go to work. Sorry Coffee Bean And Tea Leaves. Fire me if you want. I can't go on anymore. I don't wanna waste my time being ordered by higher authorities. I wanna live life freely. I don't wanna listen anybody. And don't fucking force me if I don't want to do what you want me to do. This is my life. You don't control me. Because in the end,I die alone. You're not the one who's gonna accompany me when I'm in my grave. Death. Pfft. I wanna die. Because,someone's controlling my life. And I don't like it. Give me a break will ya? Can't you guys understand how fucked up life is nowadays? C'mon,do something to change your life,stop borthering others. And to those haters out there,what do ya get critcizing others,talking behind their backs and whatever shits you assholes do,get a life man. Are you so perfect? Is everything about you is sooooo gooooood? As evil as the witch in Snow White and The Seven Dwarves,at least she knows how to reflect herself in the mirror 'cermin diri sendiri'. Have you ever reflect yours? Then go try it. See how would you feel if you are in those weaklings shoes. Or is it you've been in the situation before and you're putting your shits on others just to have your revenge? Haha. C'mon chill out. Leave the past,live for the present. No point holding grudges. Unless that shit is really #*($(!#%#!. Okay whatever. Anyway,this post is not meant to refer to anyone. It's just my thought. Sorry if you think it's you. I don't know what shit I'm talking about. You guys have a nice day and enjoy life aite. See you whenever I see you. And yeah I miss you. I mean,not you guys. But Kelsey.
Maya :'( tu je aku boleh cakap. Didn't expect you to remember our past memories. I thought you'd have forgotten all that since we're not in the same school anymore and not been spending much time together. You'll always be like a sister to me. Ily and Imy.
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