Mussy Lah Bodoh

2009-09-21T15:58:00.000-07:00

Hello. You can call me Mussybart. Blogger's a bitch find me here.

Networking
FACEBOOK
MYSPACE
PLURK
TWITTER
TAGGED
FRIENDSTER

Blog
TUMBLR
ONSUGAR

Basically,you can find me anywhere with my screen name Mussybart. Everything is arranged in order of active to least active. This blog is a profile page because I do not want to delete this due to memories posted inside. So click on the links to find me. Have a nice day :D

2009-08-27T04:51:00.000-07:00

DEAD.
Relink at TUMBLR

follow me on Twitter

2009-07-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

Sorry mum for shouting at you and making you cry just now. Fuck you teacher,if only you didn't call home,this wouldn't have happen. I'm so gonna fuck you. I wanna fucking quit school. And fuck all the teachers there. Fucking filthy government slaves. Bunch of bollocks.

2009-07-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

I've always think that dating someone older than me is better.
That she is more mature and can understand better.
But I was wrong.
I miss you.

I can't wait to play at ITE Bishan this Saturday.
^^

2009-07-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/currentaffairs/33316.html

What the fuck?
Eating sweet can be fined?
Fuck the sytem.
Fuck the government.
But without them,this country is not a safe place to live in.
But still,fucking unreasonable.
Arse.

2009-07-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

"The best part is not knowing that your friends have your back;
It's knowing that you have your friends' back." - Matthew Buckner,GSE

Why is everyone ranting about friends leaving them.
Can't you see that coming.
Friends can't be trusted.
They come and go.
They say they'll stay forever,but to them forever means never.
Experienced too many of that to even bother thinking about them leaving.
Because you'll end up meeting new people.
It revolves like a circle.
Pfft.
Stay tune for sideblog,I MAY BE updating about this topic.

2009-07-05T08:55:00.001-07:00

I can't wait to meet baby on the 16th.
It's been way too fucking long.
I miss you.

2009-06-30T18:14:00.000-07:00

Tied long straight hair,wearing a white dress with black flowery designs,walking in a VANS skate shoes and smiling with her pinkish lips. I hope to run into you one day. You're still my dream girl.

Saturday come fast,*SCAPE won't last.

2009-06-29T08:50:00.000-07:00

I can't wait to get body aches and muscle cramps this saturday.
See you in the pit ^^

2009-06-27T10:16:00.001-07:00

I remember Sofie once told me,
"Eh sweet pe. Korang baru baru aje dah gini. Jealous sey."
Now I'm the one being jealous.
What to do?
This is life.
Life = Shit
Shit = Brown/Black colour milky substance
Eeeewwww I wanna puke.

2009-06-26T13:14:00.000-07:00

Wednesday I sleepover Faez house.
We broke our record.
6 movies straight.
Have to set a new movie marathon record.

Thursday I eat Strawberry Ice Kachang.
It reminded me of you.

Friday spend my days with some of the usuals.
Thanks Iszwan and Pai for sacrificing your fingers which is covered by my blood;
And for the piercing too.
And here I am at Faez house with Nabil.

Saturday I hope I can get to catch Fake Eyelash.
Been spending my days at Faez house.
Feels like home.
I owe you my life bro.

2009-06-22T21:03:00.000-07:00

Ouch.
Thundergod just sent a lightning to the heart.
It struck really hard and it hurts real bad.
Thundergod,
Send a cupid instead.
To spread love to this world.

2009-06-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

I'm still trying my best to hold on to this fucked up situation.
Trying to save this so called love life.
Whereas you ain't doing anything.
I can't do this alone.
Friends?
All the time are wasted on them.
Me?
One word,nothing.
Wait,make it three words.
NOTHING AT ALL.
Here I am feeling so fucked up every single day,
there you are enjoying the time of your life.
Urgh I hate this feeling of loneliness.
Have I ever left you alone?
Never.
Yeah friends are everything.
ACMOJFA#*$)#JRMSMF)#$!@#()RNAKDF)
Gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Nak mati uh!
If this is going to continue then just leave me and go to them.
I'll be fine,I guess.

2009-06-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

M.U.S
Go figure.
Is it really true?
Prove it.
Words doesn't count.
1,2,3.
Numbers does.
Countless times.
I can't take it.
But I can try to bear with it.
Yeah I'll be fine.
Don't worry I can't.
I'm so outta here.

2009-06-12T12:04:00.000-07:00

Hi. So long never get into the cyberworld. I was playing Omegle. A site like alamak chat but this one you don't have to put your name or whatsoever. So it's like you talk to random stranger worldwide. As far as I know only Ajie and Irwan play this thing. But guess what?

Connecting to server...

Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: lalalalaa

You: lululululul

You: hehehe

Stranger: lililili

Stranger: hehe

You: asl?

Stranger: 16 f singapore

Stranger: you?

You: confirm?

You: malay chinese?

Stranger: ajie?

You: sial uh!

You: ni mus

You: hahahah

Stranger: HAHAHAHA KIWAK

Stranger: hahaha

You: HAHAHAHHAHA

You: kiwak!

You: take care sia!

Stranger: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

Stranger: EHHHH!

Stranger: HAHAHAHA

You: HAHAHHAKIWAK

Stranger: guess ni sape

You: TAK SANGKA SIA

You: aku ingat nis siapa siak!

You: siapa ni?

Stranger: hahahaha GUESS

You: irwan!

Stranger: not 16 la 15 lol

Stranger: isap

You: who sia?

You: rara?

Stranger: perempuan la

Stranger: hahahahahaha

Stranger: bibir sek

You: rara?!

Stranger: SAPE BIBIR SEK

You: azimah!

You: kiwak

You: !

Stranger: Yaay!

You: hahahahaha

Stranger: HAHAHA

You: tak sangka sia!

You: kiwak!

Stranger: EH NI COOL

You: eh cool sia!

Stranger: hahahahah!!!

You: aaaahhhhhhh

You: takleh stop ketawa!

Stranger: cfm pe mus?????????

You: HAHAHAHHAHA

You: yes!

Stranger: HAHAHAHA

You: mussybart!

You: kimice

You: tadi ingat ajie sey

You: hahaha

Stranger: EHHH COOOL HAHAHAHA

Stranger: hahahaha

Stranger: ehhhhhhhhhhhh amcm

Stranger: lol

You: hahaha

You: dah lah!

You: nak g carik chicks

You: lol k tak

You: hahaha

Stranger: hahahahahahahah

Stranger: k la go la gogogogo

You: see you soon uh!

You have disconnected.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Super coincidence! I met Azimah Sharktopus there. Of 3133 people who is online there,I met her. Lol I just can't stop laughing. Lol! Kay bye.

Case number 2 with I don't know who.

You: hi

You: asl

Stranger: hi

Stranger: you first

You: 17 m

You: i know you're gonna dc

Stranger: no im not

You: how cool

You: haha you?

Stranger: 16 m

You: ouh hi there

Stranger: but now you probably will

Stranger: hi

Stranger: so what can you tell me?

You: that I'm gonna disconnect

You have disconnected.

Case number 3 with you-think-I-know-who-is-it-?

You: bored -.-

Stranger: me too

You: how are you?

Stranger: bored:D

You: haha cool

You: i dont mind if you're a guy or girl

You: i'm a guy

You: and im guessing you're gonna dc

Stranger: dc means?

Stranger: dısconnect

You: disconnect

Stranger: ok

You: haha yes

Stranger: ı wont

You: lol

You: you male or female

Stranger: you told me that you dont mınd

You: im just asking

Stranger: ok:D

Stranger: ım guy too

You: hi

You: haha

You: so where you from?

Stranger: turkey

You: you're the 27 or 23 guy?

You: lol

Stranger: some guy dısconnect when ı tell hım that ım from turkey

Stranger: ım 18

You: ouh

You: i think the guy is me so yeah im gonna disconnect from you now aite you filthy paki bastard?

You have disconnected.

Hahaha. That's the 3 stupidest convo ever. Wait got one more! I got the idea from ajie and I tried on other people. Lol.

You: knock knock
Stranger: who's there?
You: disco
Stranger: disco who?
You: disconnect
You have disconnected.

This one I randomly came up on my own.

You: knock knock
Stranger: whos there
You: good
Stranger: good who
You: goodbye
You have disconnected.

Haha stupid sia. So addicted to this stupid thing and all thanks to Ajietero Momotarosan. Bye.
I miss S-hole.

2009-06-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

I'm confused.
Should I go or should I stay?
I don't want to disappoint my friends.
But I'm gonna miss you so much.
The times that we use to spend with each other.
Drinking together.
Dancing together.
Shopping together.
Eating together.
Spend time on the bed together.
All those memories are still kept in my heart.
I miss you,yes you.
And no one else.
I miss you Kuala Lumpur :(

Now should I go again or should I just stay here in Singapore?
I'm confused.

2009-06-06T01:16:00.000-07:00

Tak tau nak buat apa.
Buat bodoh?
Buat taik?
Sakit kepala.
Sakit hati.
Sakit adek.
Sakit kuat.

2009-06-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

Why?
I wanna know the truth.
Don't hide,come out.
:'(

2009-06-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry.
I'm never good at this.
Misses.

2009-05-30T23:51:00.001-07:00

Whatever is gonna happen,will happen.

2009-05-28T08:57:00.001-07:00

I love you guys.
I just got the raw pictures from Aunty Nelliee.
I only manage to edit one picture haha.
After I finish edit then I upload.
Sorry uh dah sangkut Photo scape thanks to Sofie! Lol.
It's pictures from Mother's Day celebration at Tambuah Mas.
Everlast?

Make it last.

2009-05-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

Picture 1 tells me that a guy is trying to act fierce.
Picture 2 tells me that Shaa orangnya gatal.
Picture 3 tells me that Shaa loves to blow. *kening up up*

Hahahaha okay joking lah!
I edit randomly and no meaning one okay.
And thanks Sofie for the super delay pictures. Lol.
Will be meeting Sofie later because I want to edit edit pictures. Haha.
And will be going over to Farrah's house at night to watch Champion's League Final.
Fuck you Barcelona for winning over Chelsea.
Fuck you Manchester United if you think you can win this.
Well whatever it is,I'd rather Barcelona win the trophy than the filthy devils.
Ouh ya! 5 weeks straight of not going school on wednesday!
Due to stupid lifeskill lesson. Keep up the good work Mus!

I won't get bored,promise :)

2009-05-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

Sing me Jai Ho again,
and I'll smile the widest smile.
Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe.
Wanna know why?
Stay tuned for The Show.

2009-05-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

Upset.
Misses.
You is good.
Me is not.
Should I go or should I stay?
Problems just keep coming.
And it's not new.
Just have to live with it.
I miss gigs at Beats Merchant.

Argh sweet pe korang!
I can't wait to see you guys get married!
Sorry Ira I stole another picture.
I just want to edit for fun. Haha.
Happy 17th Months!
Don't last long,last till death.

2009-05-20T08:13:00.001-07:00

Starlight. Star bright.
First star I see tonight.
Wish I may,wish I might,
have you in my arms tonight.

I don't wanna fall for you,
as I'm scared that I'll fall again.

Finished school at 12 since afternoon class have been canceled. Met Sofie,Keke and Ann at Yishun MRT and we headed off to Cityhall to meet Faris Pezna bin Hamid and sons general contractor. All of them went to the interview except me. I really hop Pez didn't get that job so that he can go KL with us for the Split EP trip! Please god! Went off at around 5 because something happen and another something is gonna happen. Just when I reach home and wanted to close my eyes to sleep as I was super tired,Sofie text me ask me to meet her since she wanted to talk. Buang steam sia. So yeah. As soon as she called saying she reached under my block,I say yeah I'll come down now. Haha. But standard jugak,go back to sleep for a little while. Hahaha. She called again then step like nothing happen,"Eh sorry uh aku tertidur balik!" Lol sorry uh. Yeah talk feeling feeling. Cheer up kay Sofie. Fuck the past,move on with the present. Went off at around 11.

This photo is from Ira.
Haha sorry Ira I stole your picture.
I just want to edit it for fun.
And I don't know what picture to put and the shot you took looks nice.
Haha sorry!

And omg! Attack Attack! is currently hanging out at Cedar Point. My favourite band at my favourite theme park. Gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh! I wanna go there now please!

Hahahaha. This is so random.
I made it just to cheer Faez up.
Why everybody so moody today?
Must be happy like me!

2009-05-19T11:20:00.000-07:00

I love school. Because of the wonderful friends I have in class EC1P(Perfect) and EC1R(Rejected)

Diddy because I like to sit with him and manja with him. I also dont know why. Later he like to laugh. Haha. I miss you bro. We use to be close,now he always with Katak. I super jealous sei seriously.

Tembok because he will always message me when I didn't come school. He will scold me for skipping class and sleep in class.

Sya because he's like a brother to me. Everytime when I forget to bring money or no money,he will like keep insisting to give me some money to eat but I don't want. He always try his best to help us.

Katak because when he talks,no one like layan him. Haha. He likes to beat me when I skip school. Ni lah matrep. Hahaha.

Lala because she's my wife in school. Hahaha. And we got a son. It's Elmo. Want to say hi? Lol.

Kak Pa dengan dia punya everyday-confirm-must-say,"mus kau cute uh","kau cute uh niari" and she and Lala will always protect me when Dayat wants to beat me. Haha. How sweet uh korang.

Dayat aka Boomer aka Gemok aka Ohm's law(Odour Hidayat Masam Siol) because I like to disturb him because he's big and fat,nipple always steam and etc. But pity him uh we always bully him. Sorry bro.

Hakim because he likes to sing the Malaysia merdeka song and the Hindustan prayer song but funny version. Ask me if you want to know how! Haha. He likes to make joke and I always laugh because he funny. Duh. Haha. But I like to scold him,"Buto lah kau! Kau diam lah!" because I cannot tahan laughing. Haha.

Fiona because she like got this funny english accent because she's China. She also like to say,"Mus you cute" hahaha. Ouh yar! She just go attach to my classmate,Yan! And they only got to know each other for a few weeks I think? Yan is 17 and Fiona is 22. See the gap? Haha. Last long FiYana!

And I love all my friends lah! Malas nak type. Bye! Maya aku rindu kau! Farihin aku rindu kau! Bila aku jumpa korang aku make sure aku kasi korang big hug and kiss! Tapi bila?!?!?!?!?!

2009-05-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

Err.
Please?
For once.
Just let me be happy for once can?
I've had enough problems.
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I want to be happy like everybody else.
I was so happy back then,until this started again.
Please :(
Ouh ya.
Just 1 month of school I get warning letter already.
8 times skip school.
1 week straight
It's not much right? What's the fuss about?
Fuck you Mr Tan S S.
Oops. It's my fault actually.
But I love ITE Ang Mo Kio.
But I love the wonderful people who motivates me to go school more!
Faiz,Faris,Keke,Sofie(alphabetical order)
I love you guys.
But I love Ibu more.
Ibu,can you see that I'm starting to change for the better?
I play around with the little devils,didn't raise my voice to you etc.
Sorry I like didn't give a damn when you are sick.
Get well soon Ibu.
Be safe.
Safe?
Can I keep your hands safe with me?
No?
Yes?
Idk?
Ikan Dalam Kolam?
Wtf?
Where To Fart?
Takde link eh?
Ada!
Second link at Johor!
Bye.
Lol random.
But really!
Okay bye.
You still don't believe?
Really lah!
Up to you.
Okay this time serious punya bye.
Bye!
*sneaks back in*
Err hi?
OKAY LAH BYE!

2009-05-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think.

Pick Your Artist:
A Day To Remember

Are you male or female:
` You Already Know What You Are

Describe yourself:
` Heartless

How do you feel about yourself:
` Have Faith In Me

Describe where you currently live:
` Casablanca Sucked Anyways

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
` Here's To The Past

Your favorite form of transportation:
` Why Walk On Water When We've Got Boats

Your best friend is:
` I'm Made Of Wax,Larry,What Are You Made Of?

Your favorite color is:
` A Shot In The Dark

What's the weather like:
` I Heard It's The Softest Thing Ever

Favorite time of day:
` 1958

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
` Homesick

What is life to you:
` My Life For Hire

What is the best advice you have to give:
` You Should Have Killed Me When You Had The Chance

If you could change your name, what would it be:
` Mr. Highway's Thinking About The End

Your favorite food is:
` NJ Legion Iced Tea

Thought for the Day:
` Since You Been Gone

How I would like to die:
` Fast Forward To 2012

My soul's present condition:
` Colder Than My Heart,If You Can Imagine

My motto:
` Start The Shooting

End.

I'm too lazy to blog that's why I'm doing survey. Just wanna thank some people for some things.

Mum - Thanks for scaring me with the story about stepdad's brother got disturbed by 3 'women'. And because of that I didn't get to hear Misteri Jam 12 yesterday.

Sofie - Thanks for lending me your spare phone since mine is spoilt. And for sacrificing your time to take the charger from Keke and then pass it to me. Appreciate it.

Keke - Thanks for I don't know why you suddenly feel like lending me your DS when I didn't asked for it. But who cares? At least I get to play! Hope you forget to ask for it back. Please god. HAHAHA!

Ajie - Thanks for not replying my message. And thanks for telling the net that Rihanna's nude picture is up already. Thank alot man I really need that. Reply my message lah belo!

Oh My God!
Look at that fucking beautiful smile on her face.
And the boobs. Okay not.
Sara Jean Underwood.
Fuck you're so fucking hot.
Please come down to Singapore.
I wanna kiss you please :(
Too bad you have a nude picture.
Baaaaaaaaad girl!

2009-05-10T06:08:00.000-07:00

Omg. I miss the cyberworld so much man. How are you cyberworld? I hope you're doing fine! I had a fun time yesterday with family and friends. Head off to Sentosa in the morning with the beloved classmates. I didn't swim because I have to go to dinner at night so I just chilled around with Isma while the rest are playing with water. I feel happy because of the smiles on their faces,seeing them spend time together. I love happy peoples. And thanks to those people for beating me,scolding me and teasing me for not going to school,I accidentaly promised them I cannot skip school for the whole of next week. But I didn't promise to come early right? Hehehehe. Went off at around 5 to meet the family at Tambuah Mas restaurant for Mother's Day dinner. It's mum's old workplace. The whole family was there except for my only uncle's family because before grandfather's death,he break ties with us. So yeah. Kinda miss him,he's a very supportive and funny guy. Gaaaaaaahhhhhh feel like crying. K stop. Eat,chat,took photos,happy family equals to happy me. Then my uncle 2 years older than me approached me,"Akim dah baca letter uncle dengan naufal(my younger brother) kasi?" I said with a smile,"Dah,thanks eh" The letter have a drawing of me,my uncle and my grandma. I can see that it's a drawing from my younger brother. But the words are written by my uncle. When I was small,I'm close to the uncle stated above. We go to the same school,we stop drinking through bottles together,play together and so on. It's all memories. The letter reads,

"Muhammad Mustaqiim. Uncle Iman come today :) REMEMBER Akim study hard. ITE is not the (END OF WORLD). Nenek & Uncles loves akim very much <3!!!"

And the date written there was 3-4-09. And I realise it was on my computer table around mid April? Wtf. I was kinda touched by the letter. I didn't expect that my whole family actually cared for me,still. It's just that I'm still shy to face them. That's why I prefer to be alone. I love you all.

After dinner,met up with Faez and Sofie,Dan and Suraya,Fahmi and Nisa,Yan and Iika at esplanade fountain. I kept saying,"yelah aku kan siapa,semua orang ada date,aku takde." Because I feel all alone when everyone there have each other. Nak duduk dengan diorang pun takut mengganggu. Haha. So I met my imaginary date,Shima. I don't know my I named her that. Lol. But she stayed for awhile only :( Then Fahmi and Nisa,Yan and Iika went off. The Faris and Keke came. Yelah! Aku kan siapa! Takde date! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Whatever(the cute girl version). Chilled at UOB ahwhile then me,Faris,Keke,Faez,Sofie,Jani(siol uh Jani boleh thon sia!),Faisal,Afiq and Nosey went to Rara's chalet. Blablablabla. Then Me,Keke,Faez and Dan explored OCH. Lucky see nothing. Blablabla met back with the rest and lepak rabak. Crack stupid jokes,did stupid shows blablabla. I'm so glad they are happy. I wish this happiness will stay. I love my friends,especially the ones closest to me now.

POST EDITED

Here are some of the photos from Sentosa outing. First time you know I edit pictures. Simple ones lah. I learn it by watching Sofie edit her pictures. I see that she anyhow click,I also anyhow click lor. Haha. Jakun like fuck.

Isma-il!
Bok-pleh!
SyaBoy
Yan
Fiq

Ouh yar! Hairi must belanja me big bottle of soya bean! Because Chelsea win ASSernal 4-1! But I'm sad they didn't make it to the Champion's League Final to face the stupid devils. But this match makes them the 3rd greatest club in season 08/09! I really hope Barcelona will win against the devils.

2009-05-06T23:29:00.000-07:00

My teacher say I'm a student with a lot of potential. Potential to get kick out of school! Already 3 person from my class got kicked out. And I see the attendance list,my name have been circled by the section head. Which means if my attendance is still low,I'll get kicked out. Diddy also kena circle. He's the only reason I came to school everyday. He once told me,"kau tengok aku simpan duit makan pasal nak isi minyak motor. Nak datang sekolah untuk belajar. Abeh kau tidur tidur." Say people,now he himself have already start to skip school. Fuck it,I don't wanna get kicked out of school! Monday I came fucking late,and today(Wednesday) I didn't go school again. Fuck what the hell is gonna happen to me? I've lost interest in school,I don't understand a fuck what my course is about,I can't study,fuck everything! Help me. Motivate me to go to school! I hungry! Want to eat! But no food! The food at school super nice! That motivates me a little :) But not enough! Argh die.

2009-05-03T06:58:00.000-07:00

First of all,sorry if this post have a lot of typo errors. I'm damn tired. I spend my days well this week(refers to 27/4 - 3/5). Hanging out with the wonderful friends. Can say I didn't spend it well uh. I wasted my time. Hahaha. Well whatever,it's for the love of friends ^^

Monday - Cabut to ITE Bishan with Fahmi,Kiki,Faris,Nisa. Spend our day looking at girls. You know they say ITE Bishan is the place where there are alot of girls right? More like weird girls ada uh. Haha. Ada yang rambut strainteng(straight + kerinting),duduk kangkang tak nampak dalam(her fats covering the toot),muka macam pontianak. Haha. Alot of inside jokes uh. Then met up with Faez,Dan,Sofie,Keke,Ann,Jani and we proceeded off to Esso hardcourt to play soccer. That's the first time I met Keke. So quiet that you can't hear what she is talking. And she got chinese accent. So cute lah gitu with her beloness and merajukness. Haha. After that thon with Faez and Faris at Faez's house.

Tuesday - Three of us woke up late. Macam faham nak thon check check diorang dua tidur dulu. Hahaha. Wake up,waited for Faez and Faris to bathe,accompanied me to go home and change then we set off to ITE Ang Mo Kio and cabut again. The greatest school ever for a person who loves to enjoy. Can smoke where ever you want,okay okay girls everywhere,can wear home clothes to school and etc. More like a student-over-teacher school. Lol. But the irritating thing is that the vending machine sucks. When you a drink,you will either get a cup with soda water inside or just the drink with no cup(?). Stupid.

Wednesday - At last I go to school. But I came very late. As soon as I reach school I got lectured by friends about not coming to school. But I lied to them saying I was sick. But the fact is no-one-knows-why. Sorry Bok. He's a really good friend you know. He's the oldest among us and is like a brother. Always trying to save our ass. Thanks bro. After school I texted Jani asking him to teach me how to play Left4Dead. Haha. I heard it was fun why not I gove it a try to cheer up right? Lol. Went to Woodgrove and play for 2 hours. The game is fucking fun uh seriously. Skip that,I thonned with Taufik and Arie because Arie wanna watch Man Utd's game against Arsenal. They won 1-0. Whatever. After that chilled at a playground. I sleep and they talked about anime all the way till the next morning. A great day indeed. So many laughters filled the air. Went home at around 7am and sleep till 12pm.

Thursday - Change at 12pm plus to meet Faris and Dan at ITE Ang Mo Kio. Faez went off early because got movie date with Sofie. Haha. Faris played a soccer match for Dan's class. I don'tw ant to play because I was so tired. Besides,I'm not good in soccer. After the game have finished,we went home to change because it's thon marathon day! Haha. Went home to take a nap then met up with Faez and Sofie. I woke up late resulting to Faez going up to knock my house door. Mum woke me up and tell me got someone with tattoos is looking for me. Then I told her it's my friend. She asked me whether he is good or not. Then I answer with a loud tone,"Ibu dah kenapa? Tak semestinya orang ada tattoo jahat kan. Orang pun tau nak insaf lah." She kept saying sorry to me repeatedly. I feel so guilty for scolding her. Sorry ibu :( Then they accompanied me to meet Reno ATW because I wanted to take the old version ITE uniform. It's better than the new one. Haha. after that the three of us went to banquet because Faez want to have dinner. Sofie taught me how to take good photos. Haha thanks sofie! Then we went off to civic to wait for Dan,Faris and Keke. I was going to the mcdonalds to take tissue then I heard someone calling my name. It was Roshazmira's/Raihan's/Farhan's dad. He's with Ibu and adik. Not my real parents lah. They are more like a mak bapak angkat. I call them Ibu and Ayah. Their dad is actually my stepdad's old work friend. Me and Mira went to the same Secondary school together. Chilled with them and Ayah treat me drink. Hehe thanks. Then Mira and Raihan came. Like at last after so long never go back to their house. Too bad Farhan wasn't there with us. Like usual dirty talk,joke around,disturb adik until he cry hahahaha. Then we played with Mira's webcam. Their family went off since they all are tired already Then went off to meet the rest. So me,Faris,Faez,Keke,Afrio,Dan and Taufik thon at Admiralty Park which is beside RP. We explored the dark hutan lucky got nothing. Then we chilled at a stage,make noise,play guitar blablabla. Then everyone was asleep except me. Apa lagi? Buat kecoh uh! haha. I go to everyone's ear and shout until they wake up. Only Faez annd Fariz survive it and continued sleeping. The rest was like give up and wake up already. Went off to Faez house with Faris at around 7am.

Friday - Woke up in the afternoon. Had drum sessions with the both of them then went off to Bishan to follow Faris change. The skate for awhile there then we went off to UOB tp slack for while. Not much of the usuals came down. So we decided to go back to Bradell to continue out thon marathon. There was me,Faris,Faez,Sofie,Keke and Taufik. Chilled all the way at this circle stage. Then I got bored at start to disturb everybody. Especially Keke. I like to disturb her because she senang merajuk hahaha. Like so cute uh she marajuk with the way she talk. Got chinese accent. Haha. Then we went to Mcdonalds at around 7am and went home at around 10am.

Saturday - Woke up at around 4 to meet Taufik and Keke to play Left4Dead at yishun. The three of us versus this 2 abang abang. I thought they are really strong. Check check gantung. Haha. Played for 2 hours and when our time have finished and we have to pay,Keke forgot to withdraw her money. Alamak belo nak mampus. I digged out every money I have and in the end we are short of 10cents. The the guy at the counter say,"nevermind,i'll add for you" Kiwak paiseh nak mampus uh seriously. Haha. Then Taufik went home because he is having fever. Me and Keke head off to Raffles to meet the usuals. Chilled at UOB for awhile then headed off to Pasir Ris to thon again. This time there's me,Faris,Dan,Keke,Afiq,Raudah,Faisal,Yaqin and Amir. Typical thonning session. Just sit lazing around near Raudah's place then head off to Downtown East. Went home at around 6am.

Sunday - Spend my day at home. Too tired to go out. I need to control me tempers nowadays. I tried to be a better son already and I was doing well. But recently my temper just takes over me. I broke my toilet door due to mum's nagging towards brother,scolding mum for no reason,shouting at the 3 little devils. But I really didn't mean it. I'm sorry you guys I love you. And now I'm missing the thon people already. Argh meet up soon. Now I'm craving for Left4Dead and Keke's Nintendo DS. Fucking addictive! Adios sopranos!

2009-04-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

I promised to make you my last.
But sadly we couldn't last.

2009-04-28T03:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry for what I said previously.
All up to you to forgive me or not.
But I really mean it,I'm sorry.
It hurts me to hurt you.
Goodbye.

2009-04-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

Insecurity is a feeling of general unease or nervousness that may be triggered by perceiving oneself to be unloved, inadequate or worthless (whether in a rational or an irrational manner).

A person who is insecure lacks confidence in their own value and capability, trust in themselves or others, or has fears that a present positive state is temporary and will let them down and cause them loss or distress by "going wrong" in the future.

-Wikipedia

2009-04-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

It's saturday morning. I woke up and no one's at home. It's always like this. I hate to be home alone. My house is creepy. Even my friends who came before said that. Well whatever. At least got nasi lemak to accompany me. Hehe. Maybe heading to town later with Faez AKS with idk who else wanna follow. Ouh yar! Faez dah ada msn siol! Hahaha. Budak tak tau into cyberworld. Lol.

Yesterday I ask my real dad for some money because I wanted to buy a bag. And he came all the way from Boon Lay to my house just to pass me 70 bucks. What I'm trying to say is that he have sacrificed alot for me be it money,time and so on. Everytime I ask him for something,he would buy it for me. But I feel like I did not show my appreciation to him. He hates it when I come home late,didn't go home,skip school,rude to mum and so on. He's always given me what I want but I'm such a useless child. And mum also try her best to make me happy,but I just don't know how to repay her back. I'm too shy to say sorry to them after what I did all these years. I really don't know why when actually they are my own flesh and blood,sperm and egg. I've been growing up as a lonely child,didn't get to spend time with them. Dowant to elaborate further. I love you both <3

Confuse little boy?

Put on a thinking cap.

Trust?

Believe in yourself.

2009-04-23T09:40:00.000-07:00

School was okay uh for the past few days. I can't concentrate on theory because it's so boring. I tend to fall asleep. As for practical,I like it abit uh because more to hands on. But,when people are experimenting,I love to play with wires haha. I make a wristband using wires, I make one for my wrist,one for my leg. I even make a ring. Ouh yar one more! Earring! But I didn't use it uh. Scared infectious. See how creative I am? Lol. Ouh yeah I made a new friend. Her name is Lauryn Neo Joey. She's super cute uh. She's from Aqilah's class. What makes her cute is her chinese dialect uh. She looks like malay but she's chinese. And she like belo belo type. So cute. She got two stars tattoo on each of her wrist and I can see scalded marks because she wants to laser it off. She even got one on her back but she dowant to show to me. She wanted to make a new one but I told her to promise me not to make a new tattoo and she did. Because I thought she islam. HAHAHA.

Both today and yesterday I spend my time with Aqilah and Riri. Yesterday walk around Causeway Point. And today went to Cityhall to buy Riri's shoes. Haha she super cute lah. Because she melatar and I like to disturb people who melatar. Like super cute. Haha. Sorry uh babe. They really made my they although I was the one who made their day -.-

I also went to see Inherit Sifficx jam at Beats Merchant. It's been renovated already and it's so fucking nice. But I here that cannot organize gig at there already. Wtf? I miss the times man when they punch the ceiling,destroy the wall and things like that. Well whatever. Then we met Shadows of Miasma and chilled at SMU all the way. And now I'm super sleepy uh.

Don't forget to catch Ragdoll Epilogue,Shadows of Miasma,Inherit Sifficx,Framework Tragedy and I forgot who sia seriously this Sunday at FAD Studios. Gig starts at 3. For tickets,contact bands or just contact me at 8*******. The stars represent numbers(duh),so you can figure it out yourself(haha padan muka).

The malay boys of EC1P.

Take care sia Mus. Dah lama hidup?

Happy feet ^^

2009-04-21T02:28:00.000-07:00

I love school ^^

Yesterday I met Farrah since she wanted to meet up. She just come back from Australia! But never buy for me anything. _|_ Nevermind I still love her! Ask her to follow me slack with the other Bboys at RP it turn out that only Fiqsion and Feeqah is at W4 while the rest is at E4 breaking. We watch movie on Fiqsion's lappy,Paul Blart Mall Cop. Haha so funny and cute uh the story. After movie Me,Feeqah and Fiqsion met the rest and went home.

Today nothing much happen except since school is only from 1pm to 4pm. Best pe? Haha. Yelah kita ni kan budak ITE. Budak bodoh mana belajar banyak _|_ Fuck you. At least my school have Baby Aeroplane! Your school have or not? Tak kan? Be jealous.

2009-04-19T02:31:00.001-07:00

Yesterday's gig was a blast. With the Murdered For Revenge and Ragdoll Epilogue opening the whole event. The room filled with water vapours coming from our sweat,and the heat is terribly tak boleh angkat. Everyone was enjoying themselves. I'm happy for them ^^ Left around 8 plus with Erwin back to his place. Was suppose to go ghost hunting with the Misteri Jam 12 Team but Uncle Rafi did not call Erwin's mum so I just take a nap. Woke up at around 1am plus due to the noise coming from the slit EP that Erwin's laptop was playing and Faris,Endika and Liya just reached home along with Erwin's parents. Have late night supper with them then I'm off to sleep due to tiredness,body cramps,spinning head,the pain coming from the wound on my hand. Woke up at around 1 pm plus and went back home. Here I am smoking my cigar at home. It's been 30 minutes and there's still 1/4 left and I'm tired of smoking. Waiting for Faris to come and then off to skate with the rest. I'm too lazy to blog uh. And I regret declining the most beautiful offer on Friday. Argh whatever. And I can't wait to go back to school tomorrow to chick hunt again ^^ LOLROFLLMAOHAHAHEHEHUHUHOHOHOMERRYCHRISTMASWTF.

2009-04-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the best friend's blog I always go to.
(Alphabetical Order)

Ajie - Because he likes to talk about friends,music and him having no life. Rating 3/5

Fahmi(S.O.M) - Because sometimes he talks about what's happening in the world today.
Like friendship,gangsterism,animal cruelty,love and so on. Rating 4/5

Ira - Because I love reading about what's happening between her and her boyfriend be it fights
or sweet moments they had an so on. And for pictures too. Rating 3/5

Izzy - Because I love to read his blog. Superb english,funny stories,bizzare facts about the world.
One of the blog that I need to visit everyday. Rating 5/5

Nerd - Because of his indirect speaking and emo-ish feelings. Rating 2/5

Sharul - Because of the stupid pictures and funny things he have to share. Rating 2/5

Zick - A must visit blog! Not because of his post but his tagboard. So many funny taggers.
HAHAHAHA! I seriously can't stop laughing everytime I visit his blog. One of the funny
blog that I must visit. Thanks to the taggers. Rating 5/5

Yesterday's CCA orientation at ITE Macpherson was okay uh. Saw some familiar faces like
Adrianna,Nerd,Iffah,Amir,Faisal,Fahmi,Nisa,Sasa. I applied for Outdoor Adventure Club. Woohoo! Sounds fun! Exploring places,kayak-ing,rock climbing. I can't wait for it. Hope I got into it. And some ask me to join Fitness Club. Ask me to build body. Haha. Malas nak layan. But I really want OAC ^^ I can't wait for tomorrow's gig. Do come down people and don't forget to bring extra money to buy th EP. And maybe going to Paris to sleepover at Safa's house with Bestie later after CIP meeting at Bishan. Good afternoon readers.

2009-04-15T03:07:00.000-07:00

I saw her again today. My instincts never fail me. Every time it tells me to go to this place,I'll saw her there. She's not attractive,but something about her really attracts me. It makes me want to find her every time it's tea break and lunch. And I will surely see her. Duh. Yishun campus is small. Haha. And that's how I got the name MusNon( Mus Nonok -.-). I will always look out for her rather than walking with my friends,that's why they gave me that name. Wtf? Haha. Sukati korang lah. And Dayah will always disturb me,saying that she'll ask for that girl's number. Haha I dowant lah. I just want to scan scan. Haha. I dowant anything from that girl. But all I want to know is her name. At least I know where she lepak during breaks. I don't know why but there's just something about her uh that really attracts me. Okay enough about this girl. Haha. These few days I've been a heavy sleeper. Every day after I reach home,I'll sleep till the next day. Don't even have time to online,eat,bathe etc. I don't know uh why I'm so tired. It's good uh rather than cannot sleep like last time. Yesterday Afrio came over to my place to smoke cigar. Haha. Paksa maha paksa sia member nak hisap cigar. Super heavy uh the cigar,I smoke a few puffs than gave him the rest. Now left 2 cigar. Ada yang nak beli lah,nak sikit lah. Lol. Gi beli sendiri uh! Susah payah aku seludup. Tomorrow going to ITE Macpherson for CCA thingy. I hope I run into Sasa. I don't know who's schooling there. Anybody at there please call me! Haha. And I hope she'll be there also :) Stalker mus lol.

I still not happy because ITE Yishun sucks. Facilities sucks,canteen sucks,the girls there sucks. Fuck! The thing I really not happy about is there's no fucking chicks! Gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Boleh mati gian sia aku. Okay lah I must be lying if I say there's no chicks. But can count it's like only 3 or 4 chicks there. And most of them are 2nd year. WTF!

Be there or be square.

And congrats to my heroes for their aggregate win against Liverpool 7-5.
Confirm Farrah dalam aeroplane back to Singapore tengah nangis. Haha!
Hope you guys bring home the championship!
True Blue!
Chelsea! Chelsea! Chelsea!

2009-04-13T12:38:00.000-07:00

Woohoo! First day of school was awesome uh. Well,not that awesome. Woke up and left home at 7.30 am to meet Aqilah and Afrio at woodlands. Both are late. Like wtf. I hate late comers. While waiting,I ran into Faez,Ramdan,Jani,Taufik,Fahmidodo,Kiki and Nisa. What a great start. I miss them loads. They had to go off first because they all plan to cabut and lepak ITE Bishan to scan some chicks. Haha. Reached school and straight to hall. I was hoping to get the same class with Aqilah but too bad didn't get. Skip the whole thing uh. Lazy want to elaborate. Saw some old friends like Safa,Yanto,Azri Kecik,Izrul,Zulaikha,Syazwan,Emy,Rafain(budak legend) and Dinie Dylimarcell. And make new friends with Tembok,Katak,Didi,Syahir. The oldest among the 5 of us is Tembok aged 25 years old. Haha g kahwin sudah lah. And our teacher is a old man. Super damn blur uh I tell you. Not fit to be a teacher. Everytime we ask question he will say 'don't know'. But this one part all of us was like laughing shockingly because we didn't expect the teacher to give a stupid answer because of his blurness. We were talking about the computer's mouse.

Mr Tan: Aiya,the computers in this room no mouse ah?
Tembok: The mouse all lost uh cher!
Mr Tan: There must be a cat here.
All: *laugh like hell*

Then the only thing that attract us,well not us uh but the four was this girl in our class. I think her name is Hidayah? She's the only malay girl and the only pretty one and the guys kept disturbing her. Well,I'm not interested uh. She is pretty uh but like there's something fishy uh about her. Well whatever. And what I hate about this school is that there are no chicks in the school! Semua muka macam jantan. Kiwak boleh mati sia. The only chicks there can count sia like the number of fishes in our school pond. I only manage to see 1 pretty girl. And to me she's the only one uh pretty in our school. Afrio said she's a 1st year but hang out with the 2nd year. Argh whatever. Ouh yeah. There's so many abang abang gangster in the school. Who gives a fuck? But lucky some are Tembok's friends. Well,let see how my Tuesday goes. Hope there's more chicks uh.

I miss KL already.
I love you guys.

2009-04-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

Home sweet home.
Gawd,I miss Singapore so fucking much.
KL was awesome.
The kids there are too awesome and I love them.
Congratulations to Ragdoll Epilogue and Murdered for Revenge for their split EP launch.
I want to thank Allah for helping all of us come back here safely.
Thanks to friends who followed for the trip,friends who wish us a safe trip and thank God again because I met Emma Watson there. (Really not lying,I'll elaborate later)
Thanks to Liya,Zacky and myself for videocamming the whole trip.
Thanks to Ira for the photography.
And last but not least,a special thanks to System Sesedang,Ragdoll Epilogue,Murdered for Revenge and Every Rage I seek for making this trip possible.
I love all of you.
And now I miss KL and the girl already.
I will elaborate more on the trip if I'm not lazy.

And for those who did not follow us for the trip,
do remember to come down and catch the Split EP launching of Ragdoll Epilogue and Murdered for Revenge here in Singapore on the 18th of April 2009.
Details below.

Now I can't wait for the first day of school tomorrow :D
Can't wait to make new friends :)
But I'm shy :/

2009-04-09T10:43:00.000-07:00

First three things that I need to buy when I reach Malaysia.
1.Bubblegums ^^
2.Ciggies
3.Soya bean :D

Three places that I must go in KL.
1.Times Square's Cosmo's World Theme Park :D
2.Central Market
3.One Cafe

Three important foods I need to buy.
1.A&W
2.Burger Ramly Sarip
3.Restoran Aji (haha inside joke)

Three stupid things that I need to do there.
1.Smoke contraband ciggies (Fuck you NEA)
2.Litter around (Fuck you again NEA)
3.And do more stupid things which I haven't plan of.

Three things I hope will happen.
1.Hope to see Emma Watson there
2.Hope to get on bed with her
3.Hope that I can bring her home

Three important days that need to be accomplished.
Day 1: Reached KL and shopping
Day 2: Cosmo's World Theme Park!
Day 3: Enjoy myself at gig and make sure I have body cramps when I reach Singapore

But five important words I need to say before I go.
1.I'll
2.Miss
3.You
4.Guys
5. :(

Please pray that I won't go home. And that I'll get married to a minah tudung there. NOT!
Please pray that a group of girls will kidnap me and bring me to their hotel and rape me. Which I'll find out that they are Shemales when they get naked. NOT!
But PLEASE,pray for my safety and for the people going there also.
Don't worry,I'll buy some stuffs for you guys from Malaysia. NOT! Hehehe.

You guys please don't take care of yourselves kay?
I'm not gonna miss you guys.
I love mum,dad,the 3 little devils and you guys.

What a good start for the KL trip!
Chelsea 3-1 Loserpool
Now I can go with a peace of mind.

1-0:Liverpool;Torres(Yeah Liverpool fans can laugh)
1-1: Chelsea;Ivanovic(lol)
1-2:Chelsea;Ivanovic(lols)
1-3:Chelsea;Drogba(haha)
Full time 1-3

HAHAHALOLJKJKROFL
LMAOLEMAULIMAU

But I still support Liverpool anyway.
Relax it's only 1st leg.
And yah,don't forget to catch the final episode of Live N Loaded.

2009-04-07T20:22:00.001-07:00

Lol. Here's a raw flyer I made for the 18th of April.
Last minute changes.
Death Upon Arrival 2 will collaborate with Ragdoll Epilogue and Murdered For Revenge Split EP Launch Party.
So people,put on your dancing shoes and your thinking cap(wtf?) and let's party!

And the first 10 people will get special offer.
Be there to find out what.
And the last person to be there will win a date with Emma Watson.
NOT!
Fuck off and dream on asshole.

Attention!
Ivory is looking for a new drummer.
So for those drummers out there who love playing screamo music with and addition of synth/keyboard effect like Attack Attack!,The Devil Wears Prada,House vs Hurricane,Benny Benassi and DJ Bass Agent,visit www.myspace.com/ivoryrock

And they are also looking for a good keyboardist.
And some dancers(NOT!)

2009-04-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

Boy don't appreciate girl.
Girl don't appreciate boy.
It's really funny how the human mindset thinks.
And they end up saying thinks like,
"Siak uh. Lelaki semua pembusted sia"
"Eleh perempuan cakap laki busted. Abeh diorang pun sama jugak"
I'm sure you guys heard of those before.
But in the end,neither side is to be blamed.
It's who you choose and how you treat.
So stop blaming each other's sex.
Both you humans are the same.
And humans are worst than animals.
Correct me if I'm wrong.

Just a random thought. Seeing a friend of mind in such a bad state.
Missing her ex boyfr so much. The one who taught her how to love and so on.
Time check 5.27pm.
Meeting Feeqah to take my pay and off to Dad's crib.
And off to KL this Thursday. Woohoo!
I'm gonna miss mum and the little devils.

2009-04-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

Etnoviolence says:
aahahahaahha
♥ Emma Watson ♥ says:
eh nak pun rokok
Etnoviolence says:
sana bole isap rokok, isap la kau, aku dat time macam nak mampos uh
♥ Emma Watson ♥ says:
HAHAHHAHA HOTAK KAU LAH!
♥ Emma Watson ♥ says:
aku tanya pasal now at singapore!
♥ Emma Watson ♥ says:
kau nak pun rokok tak
♥ Emma Watson ♥ says:
hahahhahaahha!

Ini lah orang yang tak sabar nak gi KL. Hahaha! Kecoh uh lu Ajie.
And here's a survey I did. Got it from Sawnany Binte Zainichi.

1. Have you said "i love you" today?
• Everyday before sleep to Emma Watson
2. What are your nickname/s?
• Mussybart
3. How do you calm down when you’re extremely angry?
• Sleep or smoke.
4. A movie or a long walk in the beach on a date?
• A very long walk.
5. A guy/girl comes up to you says "hey babe", you say?
• Nak number cakap aje lah!
6. What's the first thing you notice in a boy/girl?
• Hair and body(LOL)
7. Would you ever date someone covered in tats and piercings?
• Kat Von D would be good.
8. Would you want a house at the beach or in the mountains?
• Beach!
9. What are 2 of your favorite colors?
• Green and BLUE!
10. What time is it right now?
• Time to party!
11. Are you a party animal or someone who prefers to stay in a quiet place?
• Both? But I'm not an animal.
12. Do you prefer dogs or cats?
• Girl.
13. Would you drive 100 miles for the one you love?
• If there's enough gas in my car.
14. Does love really make you act crazy?
• Yes I guess.
15. Are you brave enough to tell a guy/girl you like him/her?
• Brave to tell a girl I like her. But no to tell a guy I like him.
16. What do you usually do when you're starting to fall for some guy/girl?
• Grope her breasts and run away.
17. If you had a son what would you name him?
• Mussybart Junior.
18. Do you like shrimp or crab better?
• Fish.
19. Who is/are the last person/s you high-fived?
• My left hand.
20. Which of your friends do you argue with most?
• Ask them uh.
21. Do you think you're attractive?
• Who do you think Brad Pitt got his looks from? HAHAHAHA JKJKJK!
22. Have you ever flown a kite?
• I even fly an aeroplane. (with my X Box controller uh)
23. Where is your cellphone?
• In front of me.
24. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
• I forgot who's dick.
25. Who's the last missed call ?
• Shomba
26. What's irritating you this very moment?
• You,asking so many questions.
27. Where is the rest of your family right now?
• Sleeping.
28. How old is your dad?
• Nanti aku tanya.
29. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
• Mussybart Watson ^^

2009-04-05T14:08:00.000-07:00

I've just finish watching X Men Origins: Wolverine. I don't know if it's been released in Singapore already or not but the one I watch is from the internet and it's very clear. I'm not trynna brag that I got to watch a clear new movie through the internet but what I'm trying to say is that the one I watch got something wrong with it. Something wrong not as in I hear people laughing,or see shadows walking around the screen like pirated movies. But this one,I think it have no been fully developed yet. As you know Cyclops can shoot laser from his eye and Wolverine can jump very high. But this one,I can see strings attach to Wolverine and only a red straight line from Cyclops' eyes. Haha! And the explosions that happened are shown in cartoon scene. Hahaha! Wait got some more,the buildings are in drawing form. It's like I'm watching a movie that is still in the process. I can see the visual effect and stuffs like that. Like animation like that. But not all parts lah. Certain parts only the graphic like funny. It's really awesome to know that how the technology in the world is progressing. Who knows in the future you'll have a robot as your maid? But I don't think when the movie is released in the cinema,it would like the one I watch. I'm not trying to scare you guys. Who knows you guys don't wanna watch it after I told you this. But really,it's a must watch movie! Fucking awesome uh. They story about Wolverine's future. And there's Gambit too! Not that strong uh. Lol. I don't wanna go on because it would be a spoiler. Haha. Well,don't forget to watch it! Bubbye!

KL ^^

2009-04-04T10:26:00.000-07:00

First of all. A big fuck you to Junyuan Secondary for winning Evergreen secondary in rugby. Well that's what I heard from Izzy. Damn it. I wanted to watch the match on Friday but it's Ajie's birthday celebration. I wanted to surprise Maya and Farihin by coming down secretly but now since there's no more rugby match,then I don't know when Am I gonna go down to my old school. Thanks alot Junyuan _|_ I don't even know how strong your rugby team is but congrats.

And the gig at FAD Media was fucking awesome. The best gig ever. Because I'm happy to see everyone from different kind of music singing together. And I'm glad they put aside their differences and have a great time just now. Hope that this could go on forever. And kudos to the bands who brought the house down like After The Wedding(korang the best seniors uh in Evergreen,haha),February Comes Today,Ragdoll Epilogue and other great bands too. And I understand why Ivory backed out at the very last minute. Deepest condolences to you Tom(Drummer) for the death of your family member. Hope to see you guys soon. Thanks to Qom for lending me a hand. More like a punch -.- And now my bibir koyak and have difficulty eating,drinking,smoking,blowjob and etc. Tu lah "where is your fucking god" kan? Ambik kau mus dolat. Not to forget I sprained my ankle due to jumping happily the moment Kids Fcuk Chanel announced that they are covering Attack Attack!'s songs. Thanks for covering 2 of my favourite bands from AA!. I had wesome time singing to After The Wedding. You guys did great. And I am also happy to see Haziq(N19) and Ammar(ERIS) enjoying themselves. Hope you guys do well for you court hearing. Insyaallah. Overall,today was fucking awesome. Thanks for the day guys. Hope I'll recover soon so I can enjoy R.Eand M4R EP launch at KL. And I can't fucking wait for this trip! Once in a lifetime oppurtunity to go overseas with my friends and I promise I will enjoy myself until I die. Okay take that back. Ouh yar! By the way,the girl at RP that day was fucking hot when she dance. I think she's from Fantastic Crew? Gaahhhh. I forget how she looked like but her dance was fucking sexay! Sizzlin hot. Okay hope to see you soon. Errr,I mean you guys lah(kay bedek). Haha bye.

And Rara and Nosey.
Cheer up you guys.
Put aside all the problems for a day and enjoy tomorrow.
Happy Birthday Rara<3>

2009-04-03T10:07:00.000-07:00

"HELLO MUSSY BART"
"Where are you going?
Fullerton UOB?
Not going gig today?"

This is what I found written on the wall at a staircase near my house door.
Sometimes,I pity these pests to the community.
I thought to myself,don't they have anything better to do?
Like spend time with their family,go to school or something better.
Why are they so free to do such stupid things.
Don't you guys pity these people.
If you guys do pity them,help me call SPCA or PETA to take care of them.
But I wonder,who the fuck are these brainless people.
Haish. Pity them uh.
I just hope they die faster uh.
That's all I need in life.
I'll pray for your no-safety kay?
Well it's up to you people to think who those stupid bratz are.
Honestly,I don't even know.

2009-03-31T10:29:00.000-07:00

It's the 1st of April and how come I still don't know that it is April Fool's Day? I got zang by 4 people. Or should I say 3? And it was back to back goddammit.

Text message from Liya which says: Heys.i got a last minute thing to update you guys.ill be migrating to london tomorrow morning.my aunty made that choice.because no one can support us(my bro and i) here.hope you take care of yourself.love yah loads.sorry for the bad things ive done.do enjoy life to the fullest.ill try to come back.if i have money and time.hugx!

(At this point I actually believe it because she was having problems. How stupid can I be>)

Then I replied: Wtf? Why so last minute? Man,you take care of yourself kay. Gonna miss you man. Have a safe journey and do remember us!
(Was quite sad at this point but what to do?)

Then seconds later Shaqeel approach me at msn and this is our convo.

# sharkill:	dok
# sharkill:	friday farra balik dok
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	serious pe?
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	asal cepat?
# sharkill:	april fool!
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	pala tetek
# sharkill:	hahahah
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	chibai'

Then I suddenly remember it's April Fool's day and I straight away text Liya.
I say:Eh wait! Not april fool right? Tell me it isn't!
(Case dah malu gila babi)

She replied: Yah.damn serious..cause no1 in singapore to support me and my bro so my aunt ask the two of us to stay in london with her and my cus..so stressed man

After that I didn't reply because I still think it's April Fool because like so suddenly sia migrate. Perangai Farrah -.-

Then lagi satu lahabao(Afrio) approach me at msn.

:	aku nampak ___ kat lot 1 tady
:	seri0us 0_0
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	with who?(This part I believe but then I realise again it was gonna be a lie)
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	SUDAH
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	NANTI APRIL FOOL
:	april ing fool
:

Then a few minutes later I recieve a text from Liya.
She said:Wakakakakaka!you had been zang by me!HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
(Part ni aku mengamuk sendiri)

Like wtf?! 3 straight in a row sia I kena zang? Fuck you guys man. How belo can I be sia? Walao wei.

Then right! Ada lagi satu lahabao(Ajie)! But I didn't fell for it. Lucky me.

	Etnoviolence just sent you a nudge.
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	apa
Etnoviolence:	kau tau pasal kl?
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	asal uh?
Etnoviolence:	Cancel, lid just receive msg dari dia, lid send ko?
Etnoviolence:	one cafe tutup or sumting
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	ouh tutup pasal april fool kan?
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	buto takyah zang aku uh
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	haha
Etnoviolence:	i myself not confirm khalid btul atau tak
Etnoviolence:	aku tgh serious
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	kiwak takmu macam macam siao
Etnoviolence:	now lid suruh aku spread the news,
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	aku dah kena zang banyak kali ni
Etnoviolence:	akut akut aku kene zang but if gitu asal lid suruh aku spread cancel pun aku taktau.
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	siak uh takmu merepek uh sia
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	ni kalau zang mesti aku potong satu satu
Etnoviolence:	nanti aku confirm lagi
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	okay
Etnoviolence:	lid kata aprl fool
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	baik uh nasib baik aku tak fall for that
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	haha
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	aku lagi sikit sia percaya
Etnoviolence:	kau da cnofirm?
Etnoviolence:	ramai tgh collect2 duit, kita nak book lodge then taktau berapa ramai
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	aku rasa uh
Etnoviolence:	haha
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	haah
Etnoviolence:	afrio?
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	dah
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	aku tengah tak sabar 4th
Etnoviolence:	yess samaa aahah
Etnoviolence:	da blajar move lom ahaha
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
♥ Emma Watson ♥:	macam siak!
Etnoviolence:	lols

Phew. Lucky I didn't believe. But idk whether is it Ajie or Lid want to zang. Check check ajie yang nak zang. Then tak dapat,nak step cover malu. Hahaha! Thanks uh korang yang tipu aku. Sumpah sia tak perlu! I should be careful from now on ^^ Now I'm off to sleepover at Afiq's!

2009-03-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY

I had fun with Afrio,Jani,Faez,Dan and Jason.
Fye paitao -.-
We went to Sentosa with the motive to play with the water.
But upon reaching,everyone was so engrosed looking at the white chicks there.
I admit that me too was so syiok looking at them.
Haha. Boys will be boys _|_
And we get to see a white chick's nipple taking fresh air after being trapped in the bra for so long.
Serious! She didn't notice it.
Haha. And that was the day that I saw Jason like so horny like that.
"Eh go there are see girl"
"Eh Mus,there got pretty girls sia!"
"Eh we go near them ah"
And stuffs like that.
Overall it was fun and thanks guys.

SUNDAY

I had dinner with family to celebrate my birthday and Grandma's.
Went to Mum's old workplace,Tambuah Mas.
I miss the old location.
I miss the times where mum would put me in the staff's room and gave me fried chicken to accompany me when I was small.
And I was so happy that the staffs there still remember me after for so many years.
And it's been a long time since I last follow my family for an outing.
Really fucking long.
I'm changing for the better :)

Monday

Slack with the best SSK member and budak paling legend,Effendy!
Haha. Gawd I miss him man.
There's Afrio,Yan(Afrio's cousin),Deeyan and F.
Normal slacking session.
And Afrio wasted his 1 bucks on a stupid tikam tikam machine.
And you know what is it he wanted?
A fake moustache -.-

There's too many Sentosa pictures and I'm lazy to upload.

2009-03-29T09:41:00.000-07:00

Hi.

My name is Muhammad Mustaqiim.
People call me Mussybart.
17 this year.
Am waiting for school this 13th April.
I use to have a heart.
But now my heart is broken into 7 pieces.
I've found 6 pieces at TampMart Macdonald,Fye's house,Beats Merchants,Chevron House,Marina Cermin and Esplanade By the Bay Stage during 2 of Sallys gig.
I think the last piece is with someone.
Can you help me find the last piece?
Do email me if you get that piece back for me.
I really appreciate your help.
:'(

Hi miss,why are you always fickle minded?

2009-03-27T13:01:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY

3 people
2 hours
1 word
Awesome!

I didn't know going to Jurong Swimming can be fun with just Faez AKS and Jani.
Although not many chicks but there are alot of mat reps.
"Aku rasa niari diorang takde meeting tu pasal." -Faez
Hahaha macam sial.
After that went to slack with both of them plus Yan,Aidil and Aizat at pondok BB.
Dirty talks about how we watched porn and masturbate.
HAHAHAHA!
Blame it on Aidil! He started it.
Went home I expect the unexpected.

FRIDAY

Lucky I called Afiq and he ask me to join him at Sunplaza Park.
So I went down and met Afiq,Raudha,Fatin(?),Ayu,Eeka,Faris,Irwan,Alfee,Amir and Akiff.
Chill out and have a great laugh.
Fuck winning eleven 9 because it's so hard.
And I love Pata Pon. So cute.
Went off to UOB at around 8 to meet some of them.
Chilled for awhile then went off with Ajie to meet Straight Forward minus Danny plus Azimah,Julz and Imran at Supreme Court.
Then walked to Bugis and slack for awhile with Hereafter and Grace Is Gone.
They are really cool.
So friendly and Hereafter's bandmate I think gave me a hug.
Hehe so cute. Okay I sound so gay.
Good luck to them for their show tomorrow with Misery Signal.
I don't have money to go :(
But I'm going to Sentosa! Wooooooo!
Bikini babes and beautiful beaches(bitches)!
Alongside with Faez AKS,Jani bunga,Kiki emokid,Jasonist and DanTES THEORY(lol).
And thanks Fye for paitao-ing me 2 times.
Ada hati lagi nak tanya aku bila nak belanja pizza. Lol.
And maybe to UOB to meet Mondre since she need someone to talk to.
Cheer up uh girl. This is life uh.
It's full of shits. Just flush uh -.-

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO FUCKING IRA!
YOU'RE FUCKING 18 BUT LIKE FUCKING 38!
CONTROLLING SASA AND SCOLDING HIM.
Hahaha. How sweet can you guys be.
Have a great day with Sasa tomorrow.
Sorry fot the fucking thing. Haha.

Change heart like change shirt.
If all the girls in this world are like you,
the guys would be so fucked up and will become gay.

2009-03-26T09:00:00.000-07:00

I have this feeling.
To get into the cyberworld.
Out of curiosity I actually did.
And I kinda regret it.
And it's all because of a webpage.
PICTURE perfect much?
Ha-ha.
Misses? Or is it just words to satisfy every man's heart.
Realise and understand? Or is it you don't understand that your words are real lies.
You've only say it once in my face? Say it twice or thrice but things would turn out the same at the end of the day.
Wow.
Just sharing my thoughts.

Sometimes they say love is the greatest feeling.
But what's the point of giving it and and there's nothing in return.
Hold on to that feeling for too long and in the end you end up hurt.
So what's the point?
Hold on to it,don't let it drop.
Every drop is worth nothing.
Hold on to it,don't let it burst.
It's only gonna hurt yourself more.

Ouh yeah one more thing.
Money is really the root to all evil.
Without money,you can't achieve anything.
And you can resort to anything just to get your hands on money.
But that hunger for money and resorting to crime won't do you any good.
Some of you may know why.
And it's all because of one fucking trip and for the love of our friends.
I hope my two friends will be okay.
And I'll pray that you guys will receive a lighter sentence.
Next time,think twice my friends.
Adios.

2009-03-25T15:20:00.000-07:00

Tuesday(Whole Day)

I was sleeping soundly and dreaming of the best football team in the universe,CHELSEA! Really! I dreamt that I was in this shop and it sells alot of Chelsea shirts and shorts. And the price is so cheap. I forgot how much. But I know I was at batam. And I don't know why I go day. Haha. Then my phone rang and I woke up. I was so sleepy that I don't know who it was and I silent it and went back to sleep. And the dream resume lah sey! And I was browsing through all the shirt and the phone rang again. And I did the same thing. It rang alot of times and when I got irritated,I just picked it up and got a scolding,"Eh! Why never pick up?! You dowant go Live and Loaded is it?!" It was Mondre -.- I was happy that she got me a ticket and straight away went off to shower. I just want to go to support a friend band,Fake Eyelash. Steam siao! Blablabla then met Mondre,Erwin,Sofie and I forgot her name but I called her baby. Haha! Some people know who uh. Then take bus 163 with them plus Fye,Ira and Sasa. Sofie was so confident that it was the right bus until we realised that we are lost. Hahaha. Can't blame her. We are so far from the Mediacorp place. But thanks to Ira,she treat me,Sasa and Fye a taxi ride. When there and got ticket from Maman,F.E screamer. Thanks uh ingat kau paitao aku lol. Then alot of the usuals came. Didn't expect to see the whole lot of us there. Thanks to Lufee who won 19 tickets,there's alot of leftover tickets that is unused. Haha. Went in to studio and make some noise just to move the crowd around. Then there's this bunch of girls calling out my name. Perasan sekejap lah kan,check check last 2 years batch schoolmate. Hahahaha. Fake Eyelash made an awesome performance. Congrats to you guys for making your debut on TV. Hope you guys go far. And Tiramisu was also awesome. Because the guitarist is from The Pinholes. Slack for awhile after the recording and head off to Civic to slack with Faris,Fahmi,Kiki and Faiz. Then Faiz randomly ask Fahmi to clean of the 'tiam' in his forehead. He lighted a ciggie and ask Fahmi to poke it on his 'tiam'. Fuck it uh. Such a gruesome sight. It disgust me because it's like so painful uh. I hate gore-ish stuff. Then I kepo kepo want to try. So I took the ciggie and put the lighted part on his forehead. The most geli part is that when I was placing the lighted part on his forehead,he pushed his forehead towards the lighted part hardly. I was like fucking 'OUCH' uh sia,and he don't feel any pain at all. Can see uh from his face. Sia sia gangster. Haha. The sleepover at my place with Faris.

Wednesday(Morning,Night and Thursday morning)

I Faris keep waking me up at 10 or 11 asking me to wake up and bathe because we are suppose to meet Fahmi. But I like can't be bothered and just went to sleep. He did that alot of times. Haha. I feel so busted sia. Then when I was sleeping,I'll wake up suddenly and see him playing game. Alot of times uh. Pity Faris sia. Everytime he sleep at my place,he'll be the first to wake up and have to wait for me to wake up from my piggy sleep. Lol sorry Faris Bin Hamid. Hahaha. But I woke up at around 5 because tak sampai hati uh see him like that. Lol. Bathed and eat then we went to Beats Merchant because Ragdoll are gonna have their jamming session there. I love to see them jam. Because Ajie will be so hyper on the drums like so cute like that(confirm kembang sia ni budak). And I miss seeing them perform live. Can't wait for the 4th and 11th of April. Hehe. Gonna be awesome. After that Ajie and me headed off to Civic because last minute Afrio wanted to treat us to a drink. But in the end only Afrio and me drink. And thanks afrio for ordering Macdonalds for us. You're the best uh. Haha.

Thursday(Morning)

Head back home at 5.30 and here I am blogging. And maybe will be heading to Jurong Swimming because it's been a long time since I last rendam like babi. Going there with Kiki,Faiz,Jani and maybe Fye since Fahmi is going to celebrate his Gf birthday. Happy Birthday Gf! Lol! And some of the Raggys have not yet confirmed. Shadows and N19 have heir own problems. ASA&AMA still havent reply. I don't mind going 4 people. I don't like to slack with big groups. Lol no offence guys. Because like too many people must layan. Haha. And I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo looking forward to KL trip next month. Maybe we're going on 8th
(Wednesday night) because I wanna go Time Square so badly and so far only Irwan is the one who's gonna accompany me. I really wanna go to Cosmo's Theme Park. The indoor theme park in a shopping centre. Roller coasters and stuffs like that. Long time never go sia. And maybe we'll be back on the 12th night or 13th morning. But I have school on the 13th. I don't care uh! Anything for friends! Please fast forward to 4th April!

Hehe. That's about that. I can't wait for swimming later hope they don't paitao. And there's still alot of place I wanna go!

-Singapore Science Centre
-SENTOSA!
-Herderson Waves
-West Coast Park
-Botanic Gardens
-Wild Wild Wet
-Bowling
-Marina Barrage
-The Bungee at Clarke Quay

There's still so many place I wanna go. If only money grows on tree :(

2009-03-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hi people. I didn't went to gig yesterday because I don't have any money with me and mum as usual,out to JB without telling me. At least I can kirim ciggies or bubblegummies sia. But whatever. Lucky afrio texted me asking whether I want to overnight at Safa's place or not. Since I don't have any plans,why not. And it's been awhile since I last saw Safa and tasted his drums. Haha. So yeah bathed at 10.30pm(jangan tegur uh) and went to meet Afrio and Amin. Amin got a new phone! China phone -.- His last phone got lost after he hung up my call. I think I'm cursed. Hehe. Then we took 168 and alighted at IKEA. And I have no idea that Safa's place is near IKEA until yesterday. Usually I will stop at Tampines library and take bus 3. It's like one whole round. Weeee! Now I can go to his house more often. And maybe sleep his house during school days since we're in the same campus and course. Huhu. Okay back at the story. Reached his place and the first place we go is his "jamming room". Made mini noise padahal it's 12am already. Lol. And I got bored fast because there's no internet and I decided we go to Downtown East. Reached there and I had my supper at Macdonalds and they changer their mind. They wanted to go to Pasir Ris Park and off we go. Slack at some pondok there and I jiwang with the guitar while the 3 of them watched porn at Afrio's laptop. Like wth uh. Haha. We played chop chilli chop and bang bang chucky. Laughed like hell and had some fun. Then I forgot who suggested we go to Pasir Ris Swamp but I was too scared to go. After Faris told me he saw something there. Eeeeeeee. Scary. I suggested we go to Red House insted. Lol! I mean just outside uh. I just want to see the lion statue which people say they will smoke if you give them a ciggie. So we went for a walk and the journey is like so fucking far. While on the way there,a group of mats and minahs in a white car was heading the same way as us and one of the girl was like laughing like cik pon like that. Afrio was so shocked that he hug Amin and the Minahs laughed. And when they drove passed us,the driver shouted something like,"Lane ah lane! Pergi rumah hantuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!" I couldn't hear properly,that's what Amin told me. But who gives a fuck anyway. So we continued walking. Upon reaching the place,the white car came back and is driving towards where they are from and this time the guys shouted,"Lari lari lari! Nanti kena pukul!" We was like huh? Then we saw 2 groups facing each other and it was like alot of them uh. Then we get the idea and we make a right and wait for them to go off. After everything's settled,we visited the lion and we went to slack at a RC near Raudah's and Danny's place. Was watching Mighty Morphin Power Ranger The Movie and suddenly got one part missing. Like fuck uh. Then we watched Euro Trip instead. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh. Nude girls and pretty bitches. Hahahaha. After the movie finished we proceeded to a nearby bus stop. And otw I realise that my phone was not with me and I got all fucked up. Started grabbing Amin and ask him where my phone is and they just keep laughing. And I so don't know what to say because all the memories inside it I just can't bear to let it go. Then Afrio gave me back my phone. See Mus. So careless. Then at the bus stop the can't stop looking and schoolgirls and sanggup miss the bus that we are suppose to take. Haha. Then Safa suggest we go to West Plaza to see more schoolgirls but I don't want. Something just held me back. Blablablablablablablablabla we went back to Safa's place and I sleep liek pig. Woke up at 5 plus then played drums and guitars. We headed home at around 7 plus. So here I am blogging. And mondre she want to say sorry to me on her blog. Haha. Like so cute like that. And I am waiting lol. And yeah,something make me tear. Bubbye suckers. And yeah I'm online,just appearing offline. And thanks maman for paitao-ing me. I want to see your band at Live and Loaded lah! I love you Fakies.

2009-03-22T04:17:00.000-07:00

Hi kepo people. I miss home. I don't know how many days straight I have thon just to spend my time with the wonderful people in my life. And they really made my day. I did say that on my next post I will tell about my adventures but I'm too lazy because it's gonna be long. I will post but not now uh. Haha. I would like to thank the people for the presents they give me.

Firstly,these 3 people who gave me illegal presents. Thanks Ajie for the Vanilla flavoured Cigar you smuggled from KL. Haha. I really thought you forget my birthday. Thanks Irwan for stealing a can of Amsterdam for me. Haha! And to Fiz,thanks for the Marlboro Merah. I was craving for ciggies that day. Lol.

Thanks Wahidah,Marxie and Elly for the massive flood of presents. Haha. Huge lollipop,the I don't know how many balloons you guys blew because so many,the big notebook,Sasuke toy,the guitar toy,the shirt,the spectacles and the drinks.

Thanks Farrah for the gift. You want to know what she gave me? Leaving Singapore on my birthday! I was so fucked up that I scolded her for going away. But it's my fault actually for not believing her. Tell me how am I suppose to believe her when she told me she's going on my Birthday? And she have school next month and she's going to Australia for a month! How am I suppose to believe it. Well I regret not sending her to the airport. But do come back safely and come home faster! 1 month is so long and it's 5 days you at there. Remember to buy me some band t shirtsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! I love you like hell laaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!

Thanks Liya for the birthday card. And I will stay cute and cool always! Hahaha.

Thanks Shaqeel for treating me to Popeyes. Hope we could keep in touch through out the coming years.

Thanks Afrio,Rara,Nosey and Jo for the sweetest Birthday post ever. It really touched my heart man. I love you guys!

Thanks for the most sexy and menaikkan nafsu gift ever! HAHAHAHAH! Tounge-ing with Seri 2 times right infront of my eyes! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Kiwak. I love it uh. Haha. And one more thanks for giving me a birthday kiss. Hehe gatal sia mus.

Thanks Warda for giving me your dancework bag! Lol! Busted sia mus. She got it for dancing and I ask her to give me the bag. Lol. She look so cute sia dancing and so hyper. Lol. But it's okay better luck next time. Kirik salam Sab eh. Tell her she's cute! Hahaha! And someone delete a picture from Faisal's camera which I ask Faris to take a shot of the Sab girl. Fucking busted sia. Hahah! Faris stalker!

And the the gift I've always love,the wishes! Thanks everyone who wished me! I really appreciate it man. And to some of you guys who said that presents will be delayed due to short of cash,don't worry about it if you can't get one for me. Just wish that I lead a happy life and be in good health always! Hehe.

And that someone,thanks for the greatest gift ever. The thought of you giving me a present didn't come across my mind. I really love the photo and I won't fucking burn it. I will treasure it and promise to hold on to it and keep it safe in my hands. Everynight before I sleep I will always look at the picture. Even when I thon I would look at it then ada orang tangkap red handed. Haha. Fye uh siapa lagi. And I promise I won't ever lost it.

Put an air ticket to Ohio beside the photo,I'll choose the photo.
Put Emma Watson beside the photo,I'll still choose the photo.
Put Attack Attack! and TDWP tour ticket beside the photo,I'll still choose the photo.
Put a US1million dollars beside the photo,I'll choose the money.

With that money,I'll bring you to Cedar Point at Ohio. Then we will go to Japan to taste all the Sushi there and play the extreme games there. Then we will go catch Attack Attack! and The Devil Wears Prada live. And before we go home,we will pay a visit to Emma's place.
And I will photograph all those wonderful memories and reprint the photo you gave to me.
And those will be the memories I'll never forget.

But since all those I stated up there at the choices section is not happen,I'll just keep safe of the photo and promise to kiss it every night before I go to sleep and never lose it.

Okay. Thanks to all the wonderful people in my life. I love you all man! But I love Emma the most. Hehe. Afrio ajak me overnight at Safa's place. But like so far because it's like at the area where not much friends live there. Haha. It's near some JC uh. But I will still go yeah! I miss Safa. Okay bye people.

2009-03-20T19:59:00.000-07:00

Before this blog turns dusty,this year is so far I have the best birthday celebrations. 3 days straight of celebration. I couldn't be so happy if it weren't for my friends. You guys are the greatest. And now I've come to realise friends do come first,cause it's a part of my life. Heh. I'm lazy to update because I'm going off to Dancework to see some chicks do their thang! Haha. Do check out for the next posts. Maybe I'm gonna share my greatest celebrations ever. I think it's gonna be a long one so make sure you guys fucking read uh! Waste of my time and energy if you guys don't read.

I'll just have to respect that decision.
I didn't realise I add more stress to your life. Sorry.
ily uh no matter what.

2009-03-17T13:39:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday to that cute guy up there!
Thanks for the 17 years of friendship which I will treasure.
You are the only friend who knows inside and outside of me.
You are the only one who can be trusted and I can share my secrets with.
You've been sharing tears of sadness and happiness with me all these while.
But you are like a stalker.
Everywhere I go you always stick to me.
When I eat,shit,bathe and everything uh.
Confirm you got,my life no privacy all because of you.
And you confirm like the same girls that I love.
Fuck you uh.
When I wanna hang out with my friends also you follow.
For once don't stick to me like a glue can?
But you have always been the best to me.
And I hope that our friendship can last for the rest of our life.
And I'm the only one who knows what you wished for.
Hehe,sial punya jantan.
Well,I really hope you get what you wish and I will always pray for you until you get what you wished for.
Stick to that wish and never go back on your words.
I know how you feel man.
But you can't be sad for the rest of your life.
You need to be happy and enjoy life.
Ouh yar! Don't forget to study hard and prove to everyone that you can make it.
And prove it to her.
I know you can do it and won't look back.
Patience is the key to success!
Well,that's all I gotta say.
Have a Happy Birthday and enjoy it while it last dude!
Pray for your wish to come true ^^
And,Emma say she loves you and she can't wait for you to go to Oxford to meet her.
I know you can't wait also! Hehe.

Eh mus,go see Jo's post! Sweet gila. Make me wanna cry. :'(

2009-03-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

First of all,I would like to congratulate Luminiq for making it to the Semi Finals. Awesome battle by them with their flips and powermove. Good luck to you guys and hope you make it to Las Vegas! Woo!

Secondly,I'm sorry Fye for not following because you know why uh. And I'm so sorry if my daily rants about you know what annoys you and that you've given up on me already. So sorry. Thanks for everything <3 Thirdly,I overnight at Fiqsion's place on Sunday and I had a great time with him after so long never sleep at his house and hanging out together. We made super noise that night playing Karaoke Party. It's so fucking fun. A game that you have to play with your friends. Haha. Fourthly,Farrah told me she's going off to Australia the day before my birthday. Which is tomorrow? And she is sad because cannot wish me Happy Birthday. LOL. I don't know uh she's serious or not. Go holiday for a month. Then your school how? Why so suddenly sia go holiday? Like last minute. Haha. Crazy. Well,hope you have a safe flight to and fro. Enjoy your holidays! Fifthly,I spend my whole day at RP today watching Luminiq break. But halfway through I played games on Fiqsion's lappy. Haha. Maklumlah orang tu ada lap top baru. I played the game F.E.A.R. Fucking scary siao the game. There's this one part I saw someone walking to an alley. When I followed him,I came to a dead end and nobody's there. When I turned around,a zombie like figure appeared in front of me and I start shooting but nothing happened. Then he vanished. Super scary I tell you the game. So many shocking parts. Lol. I want to complete it! And Football Manager is driving me crazy. Thanks to Shaqeel's lappy. Haha. Sixthly,welcome home Ragdoll Epilogue. Good to know that you all are back home safely. Hope you guys enjoyed your days at KL. And I can't wait for 11th April. We will go ramai ramai and enjoy! And I want to buy merchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Seventhly,this is the SEVENTH point and it is 12.2SEVEN am. And it's the SEVENteenth of march and tomorrow I'm turning SEVENTEEN. My Maple Story character got this skill called 'Lucky 7'. Why everything got 7? Scary. Try putting a mirror beside '7' and see the reflection. It will show you a heart shape. Lol random. Maybe me turning 17 got meaning? Lol whatever! Ouh yar! Emma Watson acted in 7 Harry Potter Movies! Woohoo!

Sorry if got typo. Damn tired.

2009-03-14T14:06:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

I went out with the greatest people on earth,Bestfriend and Shaq so called mini birthday outing for me and Shaq. I wanted to go to Popeyes so badly because I heard that the chicken there is the best and I also wanted to go to Airport because it's been a long time since I last went there. So train-ed there. The first thing I reach there I told them that after eating I wanna see aeroplanes! Wee! So went to Popeyes and I was so happy because it was my first time there and I love chickens^^. I bought 3 piece chicken meal. Shaq paid for my meal since he so baik hati. Haha. Thanks man. Took the chicken tray and filled it with lots of chilli. The moment I took a bite,I feel like I'm at heaven! Haha. The chicken is the best chicken I've ever taste in my life(after mum's Ayam Masak Merah)! It taste so great that I have to save it for the last part. The mash potato is also niceeee. Alah,everything uh nice! The best thing about chicken is the bones. Makes you want to suck it hahahaha. Everytime I eat chicken at any place with bestie,he will always say "Dah lah sia. Lambat sia kau makan. Tak payah nak explore tu ayam pe." Because even though I finish the chicken,I will suck it and break every parts so as not to leave any meat behind. Lol. Lucky he didn't complain on that day. Hehe. I wanna go to Popeyes again! Must bring Gf there one day. I'll bite her but not the chicken. Hehehehe. After having late lunch,we went to candy empire. Thought of buying jelly beans but not worth it. But colourful! But still,it's not that alot and the price so not worth it. We bought two Gobstopper instead. Then headed off to the Departure place because I wanna send Emma off to London. Kay tak! Because I want to see aeroplanes. Like jakun like that long time never see. So coooool. Lift off and land. Haha. Then talk about our worst mabok moment ever. Like so random sia. Haha,Shaq's the worst and bestie's the cutest. Amin told me a story before.

Amin: Aku bilang Mus eh kau mabok.
Bestie: *cries*Jangan bilang Mus. Aku tak nak dia tau yang aku mabok.

Haha. Cute or what. Ouh yeah,he's not going to Melaka for his study cum job. Woohoo. Okay dah. Ouh yar! I ran into a Coffebean outlet there and I bought large Banana Chocolate. Steam siao! Lucky got staff discount. I wanted to buy my all time favourite,Pure Belgian Chocolate but I wanted to try something else. After that we headed off to Cityhall. Took bus(i forgot) and dropped at Suntec City's fountain. Chilled there awhile and Shaq like jakun never see couple kiss before. "Sweet sia diorang lama sia diorang cium" Haha. Fuck uh tell them kay? Then headed off to Peninsula. Bought Glen's,Big gulp and a can of Redbull and chilled at the bay. Talk about love shits,Secondary School life and other shits. And like always,I love to be kepo in other people's relationship and I force Shaq to text someone to confess. Hahaha! Sorry uh if I force. But I know deep inside you really love her. Good luck man,don't waste this opportunity that God have given you. After that went to my place to take some stuffs and overnight and Shaq's place.

SATURDAY

Woke up late due to playing Football Manager. Game steam gila. Lol. Bathed then went out to gig. Met Fye and the rest an Banquet. Gig delayed for 2 fucking hours. Luckily accompanied by great friends. But it doesn't feel right without Ajie and Faris there. I miss them :( come back safely guys. Shadows of Miasma and November 19th set as usual,fucking great. Kubur sexy. Hahaha. Afiq/A-fy keeps texting me asking me whether want to thon at Paris or not. Whether going to UOB or not. Haha. Orang mood tengah down lagi boleh irritate. Lol chill uh mag. But luckily tak banyak orang nak thon so I headed off to Civic to chill with Fahmi,Kiki,Boy,Faiz and Jani. Crack some jokes and talk craps. Yah! I manage to crack Mizam's unknown intro vocals in the song B.Y.F.N old version. Thanks to Fahmi's help. It goes something like,"Your,qui qui,your pay your say,you are so sweet." It's not the actual lyrics but somehow it suited it. Haha. You know lah how deathcore's song is right,cannot understand what they say until you read the lyrics. And no one knows what Mizam sings at that part. Some of you may know which part I'm referring to. Haha. We cab-ed back home at around 3.30. Padahal rumah dekat dengan civic -.-
Afiq/Fiqsion text me saying that they have a dance competition at I forget where and he ask me to tag along later on(Sunday). Of course I will go! I miss him like hell. And I miss seeing his dance crew(LMQ) in action. Can't wait ^^

Birthday boys. 1 week gap.

The new Glen's Vodka cup. Haha.
Inspired by Afrio.

6 years and going strong.

4 years but the best.

Ouh yar wait! I almost forgot.
Kudos to Liverpool for the outstanding win against ManGazer United.
4-1
The difference is 3.
And ManGazer beat Chelsea 3-0 at the previous meeting.
So I guess we're equal now huh?
Thanks to The Reds!
The Reds and The Blues. Haha.
They both can make a good team together.
But too bad they are rivals.
Still,I support Liverpool abit.
But Chelsea is the best!
And Liverpool's win against Manfuckter United gives Chelsea a slight chance to catch up for the first placing. Woohoo!
GLORY GLORY WHO?
New Found Glory uh!
Chelsea! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-03-10T03:27:00.000-07:00

Life is never fair.
Just when I thought that I could be happy again,
nothing ever change.
So much for prioritising girl before friends.
I should have listen to my friends.

2009-03-08T12:05:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Feeqah Baby.
Birthday falls on the 9th of march and plus 9 equals to my birthday.
Haha tumpang gembira.
May you be blessed with the not so wonderful things in life.

And I hope that nothing goes your way and your life will be miserable.
Thanks for not being there for me in times when I'm down.
Idk why but I think the picture up there is the cutest picture ever of your penyek face.
You know I don't mean all those mean words,hahahaha.
Have a very Happy Birthday my friend.
I miss you,but I don't want to see you.
"Thank you see you again" - Coffebean OFL

2009-03-05T10:08:00.000-08:00

It's Friday already and I'm looking forward to gigs. I can't wait to get wasted in there! I'm still thinking of whether to go Ghost Hunting with the East side kids or not. Mainly because I'm afraid and there's a gig on saturday. Later feel tired then cannot enjoy. But I'm sure gonna hangout wth the usuals later on. Just follow where they go uh. And I can't wait for school. Same for Afrio. Aku yang sekolah dia yang tak sabar. Haha. And somebody say want to watch movie with me but still no respond from her. Thanks uh eh! Harapan tergantung. Well malas nak update panjang panjang. I'm still waiting for Maple Story to be installed. Lol.

And I want a girlfriend like Ira. Or Raudha. Or Atika. They look so sweet with their Boyfr. 24 hours stick together like glue. Satu hari tak jumpa tak sah. Macam best gitu kan spend time together hari hari. Haha. Well last long uh korang kay?

And I hope Faris' sister is alright. And come back to Singapore soon aite? Take care out there. Don't let the China men bully you! Bismillah. Amin.

2009-03-04T01:14:00.001-08:00

I was quite happy today because after 15 years of not being together,I went out with my Mum and real dad. It's the feeling that I have always wanted. 3 of us travelling in a car to where we want to.
Just the 3 of us and no one else. But it we know that that may never happen again. We went to ITE Yishun to pay my fees and buy my school uniform. And yes,I have school at last! Nitec in Electronics,it's not the course I wanted but at least I get to school. Wee! After that went to eat Sembawang Shopping Centre. I ordered chicken chop and soya bean. Fuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh steam lah siao. When we were busy eating,

Me:*waves hands* Akim nak g KL tau April and June.
Mum:*shock* Buat apa?
Me:Ada band punya benda uh. Abang Maya perform.
Mum:Abeh nanti bukak sekolah?
Me:Akim balek on Sunday lah.
Dad:$150 cukup?
Me:Agaknya uh tu.

See. My dad tak banyak bunyi. Mum aje bising. Lol. Yeah! Now no more money problem to go KL! All I gotta do now is to wait till the day comes and enjoy like fuck. Weeeeeeeeeeee! Imagine the whole bus are occupied by our friends. It's gonna be awesome. And Dad pass me some Hari Raya money that was given by his family members to me. Kiwak. Hari Raya finish so long already. Nevermind,at least got some cash to go gigs this week and buy the Rebellion T Shirt. Woo!

2009-03-03T08:27:00.000-08:00

I wonder where they got all those ideas from.
They're so good at making videos.
But SMOSH is better! Woo!

2009-03-02T09:16:00.000-08:00

Hi kaypo people. To some people who force me to blog and I miss blogging anyway,I'm back blogging again. Yeah. I broke my promise to stop blogging but who cares anyway? Haha. I've been busy watching Prison Break which always makes me angry because there's so many twist in the story. Which make want to continue the next episdode which make me sleep late and which also make me wake up late. And now I'm sad because I haven't download Season 4 and now I'm stuck. Hope Dinno could help me. And I'm starting to talk like Michael Scoffield. Haha. Help me break out of Singapore please. Maybe heading Pasir Ris to Dan's house on wednesday to take the videos,IF Dinno already finish downloading it. Speaking of which,I'm heading to First Toa Payoh tomorrow with Faris to help out the Dikir Barat there. I miss Dikir Barat like fuck. Haha. That means,can scan all the chicks there! HAHAHAH K TAK. Thanks to Raraaa for lending me her specs. Now I can see well again. And I can see through shirts. Haha joking. Kay off topic sia. And Thursday maybe going there again. Friday night planning to ghost hunt at Pasir Ris with the boys who use to call them self YM of even more popularly knowns as F/2. And I'm not sure if I'm going or not. I'm scared of ghost. But then If I go ghost hunting. Saturday is Overthrown's launch party. There will be Straight Forward,xElevenx and Overthrown themself. I want to go man. I don't care if it cost 15 bucks. I wanna fucking go. But then it clashes with Deathtones. Alot of fucking good bands playing. How can I not miss it? But wait,not only Saturday there's a clash but Sunday also! Ivory is gonna play Attack Attack! song and I'm not gonna miss it! The first band I heard who is gonna play Attack Attack! But the ex-KFC workers are helping Cik Saheera's daughter's wedding. And they ajak me to rewang. There' Afrio,Ayie,Amin,Abang Faris and alot of people who I miss. So how? Just stay home and rot? NO FUCKING WAY. We'll see how it goes this weekend. And time flies so fucking fast,it's march already and I still have no place to gain knowledge. And the most important thing now is trust. Okay bye. I'm breaking out(Michael Scoffield).

I wonder what if history repeats itself.
Give in or give up?
Only time will tell.

2009-02-28T23:00:00.000-08:00

I wanna get married when I'm 18 please mummy. They say if you get married before entering NS,you don't even have to serve NS. And I don't want to do my time in there. Anybody please? Just get married for one day and we'll divorce the next day. Please. I'm scared that when I'm serving NS,there are only 3 things I will worry about.

1. Gf
2. Ghost
3. Family

Wait! I've got a better solution,bring me to Michael Scoffield and I'llearn from him on how to break free from this country. Or EVEN BETTER,marry me to Emma Watson. That is what I really want. Or that girl who looks like Emma Watson. Emma please? Just one day.

2009-02-24T06:52:00.000-08:00

Hi blog. I miss you baby. Okay,I know I said that I want to stop blogging but I want to express something. This will be my last I promise. I really miss 4 Thinking(2008),My BestGfs(Maya,Farihin,Tasha,Nabilah),The Vipers(Malek,Raymond,Izzy,Shaq,Syafiq,Fandi etc),HQ(Afrio,Ayie,Atiq,Fahmi,Najib,Wan) and everyone who studies at the same school with me. You know,secondary life is the part where you are growing up. You start to feel love,brotherhood,friendships,tough times so on and so fourth. I just miss them. Especially Maya and Farihin. They force me to go down to a rugby match in school that day but I was lazy. They ask me to join Tasha's celebration but I had to attend to Shaa's celebration instead. And everytime the told me the miss me,I feel like bursting into tears. Like for example,Farihin just told me that everytime her teacher ask who is absent in class,some will go shouting my name. Because last year when we were in Secondary 4,Aishah(same class when in Secondary 3) had to retain Secondary 3. And everytime Ms Lim ask who is absent,I'll be the first person to shout Aishah's name. And when that day I met Adi,he told me that Cikgu Juliana ask his Mother Tongue class how am I doing and the will go "baik cikgu,sekolah dia bagus" which in fact,I don't have school at all? Gaaaahhhhh. Nothing can describe how much I miss them all. I SWEAR I'LL FIND TIME FOR YOU GUYS.

-I miss walking to school with Ezaty everyday and she will make me toast bread with egg for my breakfast.
-I miss everything about Ezaty.
-I miss being late for school.
-I miss sitting outside office for offences I made.
-I miss being rude to Teachers.
-I miss being Teacher's pet.
-I miss scolding vulgarities and beating Mr Tan Lee Sze because I'm the only one he gave privileges to do that. If others do that on him,all helll breaks loose.(He's a person who cane people inside jail mind you).
-I miss getting special food from Stall No.6(Everyday Recess I eat there without fail and she'll cook for me Kuay Teow even though it's not on the menu).
-I miss free foods from Stall No.3.
-I miss working for Stall No.8 and disturb all the customers. And then get free fruit and drinks.
-I miss creating havoc in canteen.
-I miss cheering for Malek and the rugby team whenever there's a match in our school.
-I miss winning Cheerleading,House Champions,Bishan Road Run Cheer with the Green House Vipers<3.
-I miss being irritating in class.
-I miss getting scolded for not doing my homework.
-I miss Mr Jay Lim,he always scold me because I have NEVER done my art during Secondary 3 and 4 and I regret disappointing him.
-I miss Pizza Treat from Mr Tan Lee Sze,Mr Jay Lim,Mrs Lim Xiang Ting.
-I miss Mrs Hoyle(back when I was in Secondary 2) because she alwaysbuy for me my school stuff(Full set pencilbox,everything you need for school like pen,pencil,eraser,correction tape,stapler,hole puncher,ruler,math instruments,foolscap paper and etc)
-I miss reading prayers with Cikgu Juliana and she will always bring us food to eat.
-I miss sitting with Maya,Farihin and Tasha and always flirting with them.
-I miss sitting with Nabilah and Pei Si to study.
-I miss sitting with Izrul,Fadzly and Azhari and I will make jokes to entertain them and we'll always gossip about the hotest girls in our school.
-I miss playing touch rugby with the boys.
-I miss outings with The Vipers. Especially the East Coast Trip. It was raining heavily and our tents are flooded,we gave up and play in the rain with what we are wearing when we reach.
-I miss disturbing Farihin(she misses that too,weird sia this sotong)
-I miss Zafira Adlyn(walks,kisses,fights and everything)
-I miss FarrahNair when we watch movies,share our darkest secrets,talk on the phone every night.
-I miss Jo,he never give up hope. Be it girls,guitars,studies etc. He's always been patient when I kinda mad at him when teaching him the guitars.
-I miss Afiq and Fitri for teaching me and scolding me to buck up during N Level periods.
-I miss overnighting at Afiq's place eating his ikan masin which make his room smelly,playing sudoku with him,have our breakfast at 3 am,love talk until we suddenly fall asleep,I miss you bro.
-I miss overnighting at Maya's place whenever Ajie is sleeping over.
-I miss calling Maya(as in everytime she's sleeping in her room,and I'm at her living room,I call her phone to wake her up just to hug her.
-I miss hug and kiss maya on the cheeks everytime she went to bed or I'm going off.
-I miss Evergreen Secondary School.
-And I miss everyone who is in my heart be it friends or enemies because when you entered my life,your face will be stuck in my head for the good things and the bad things you've done.

There's more but too many too handle. And I really miss you guys in case you don't know.
Farihin and Maya,I promise I'll find time for you guys. Just chill and who knows one fine day I appear in front of your eyes. You never know. So that's all. I shall not blog anymore since I already said I want to stop blogging. So bye dear blog. And god,please bring the old Kelsey back.

2009-02-21T20:33:00.000-08:00

Thanks friends for having my back.
Thanks for being so caring and concern.
Thanks for showing 'What Are Friends For?'
Those who knows what happened don't go around spreading it
It will only make things worst.
And blog,I'm sorry but it's time we end it here.
You've always been the one to listen to my shits every time I'm down.
You've always been there for me.
But you just can't keep a secret.
Everything I tell you,you'll tell the whole world.
1 year 3 month you have been with me.
And I'd appreciate the times and memories we had.
Thanks www.mussybart.blogspot.com
Take care and may you find a better owner than me.
I'm gonna miss you blog.

:'(

2009-02-20T17:43:00.000-08:00

Hi,I'm craving for KFC since last week. I miss cheese fries and the chicken. Arrggghhhh. Tekak loya sia berbual pasal ni. Gaaaaaaaahhhhhh. I want chicken. Atiqah say I'm getting more tembam and fatter. Thanks for the compliment -.- Yesterday celebrate Shaa's birthday at Somerset. Typical celebration uh but Shaa kena bodoh bodoh rabak. She was blindfolded from Wisma to the place we slack. Quite far you know. Akiff,Raudah,Afiq and Faisal went to fetch her and by the time she opened the kain,a large group of us are already surrounding her in a circle singing a birthday song. Haha. Sorry guys if I was kinda moody. My head pening uh. You guys are the best. Went home early because was super sleepy these days. My sleep time is not on schedule. Sometimes sleep at 10am,1pm,12am. Mata pun steam semacam. Later outing with LMQ I can't wait. Idk want to go or not because Sunday hanging out with Sophian(Ivory). Argh,so many plans in mind. I wish I could hug you now and give you a kiss but you're nowhere in my eyes.Goodbye readers. See you at Sampai Terus Mati(Death Upon Arrival). And sorry Maya didn't get to celebrate Tasha's Birthday with you guys. Should have informed me earlier. I miss you guys too :'( Love you.

2009-02-20T07:09:00.001-08:00

This guy is really clever.
Try and play it people.
But don't block your pop up.
Have fun!
If it does not work here go to YouTube.
Barrack,Paper,Scissors.

2009-02-19T19:20:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Shaa Rukh Khan.
I love your dimples and your smiles.
We may not be close but I know you're a really good friend.
The way you take care of Faris and all that.
Eh yar! Your teeth super white sia.
Okay back,hope you have wonderful days ahead and find the perfect boyfriend.
And why you so pretty uh? *drools*
And you voice sack gila *melts*
Okay whatever to you.

Saturday outing with LMQ but sad to say that I have a gig going on. I don't care but I still want to go out with them. I miss Afiq,Syafiq and Fitri the most. And Syafiq is the one who make my hair what is is today. Thanks eh suar. Maybe after gig I'll rush down to their place and enjoy. Woohoo! Okay adios amigos.

2009-02-17T19:26:00.000-08:00

It's The End.
No,really it's the end.
I failed my interview for Aerospace.
Wtf? God why are you so unfair?
Are there any vacancies for full time beggar at causeway point?

2009-02-17T11:27:00.000-08:00

Went back to Evergreen Sec to take my testimonial and certificate. But office say it wasn't there. And I met Malek. Still the same nothing change. Hair also same lol. Except that he's getting taller I think? Haha. Then met Izrul and went off to Aerospace interview because he's schooling at the place where my interview takes place. Izrul's the same. Still short and never getting taller. Haha. The test was really difficult. So many puzzles and use a lot of logics. And interview sucks. I really hate interviews because I don't know what to talk about. But yeah,I don't think I can make it. Thanks Afrio for always being there and everyday nag at me asking me to school. I love you brother. And I'm stuck and Season 2 Episode 6 for Prison Break because the download is so slow. Gaaaaaahhhhhhhh. Kemaruk. Okay bye people.

2009-02-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

Sorry Wa and Marx.
I've realized my mistakes and yeah won't do it again.
And yeah,the vase thing was never referred to you guys or your friends.
And I swear to god it's not for you.
And Marx,me being the way I am now have nothing to do with "Fawa". Hmm...
And once again. I'm really sorry.
It's all up to you to forgive or not.

2009-02-13T06:49:00.000-08:00

Fuck,I missed 2 gigs today.
Slept at 10am and woke up at 9pm.
All thanks to my IPod and Prison Break<3

Feeqah,I'm really sorry if I make you worry and the others as well. But I'm fine. Don't worry. There's still a happy me and the naughty me haha. Just that I need my own time for now. You have your own problems to worry about. And some more it's a special day tomorrow which I think those memories are gonna come back. But be strong girl. Time won't wait for you. Move on. Correct me if I'm wrong. Well have a happy day tomorrow with your family kay. Don't think too much of all the problems. <3

And I'm sorry Coffebean and Tea Leaves One Fullerton,Singapore. LOL. For running away from work and quitting just like that. You guys have really taught me alot. Especially Norman. The latte art you taught me using only milk and creating a leaf on the surface of a latte. It's really insane you guys should check it out at youtube. I've failed time and time again and I wasted alot of milk behind your back. You kept telling me to practice. But it's all bullshit to me. It's so difficult. And I gave up. But then Rey came and taught me how to make an easier latte art. And now I know how to make a butterfly or a spiderweb on the surface of a cappucino. All that taught me one thing. No matter what mistakes and shits you go through in life,keep moving forward and correct it. But if you fail,there's always another way out. Sorry to disappoint you guys.

Well on the brighter side,I've finished Season 1 of Prison Break. Hey,it's not that I'm outdated or what but I restarted watching it since I missed alot of episodes last time when they released the show on Channel 5. I've yet to download Season 2,3,4. Phew. That's gonna be long. And after that,Heroes,Supernatural,Reapers. And if I'm really not lazy,Smallville. Gaaahhh IPod drives me crazy. Haha. Later fellas!

Ouh yar! Happy advance Valentine's Day guys. Have a happy celebration with your loved ones be it at the restaurant,Long John Silver,Hotel 81 or even the stairs. Have a great day. If only I could........................................................................................................................her.

2009-02-12T07:41:00.000-08:00

Friday
Odiocrib or Music Garage?

Saturday
Odiocrib or Beats Merchant?

Sunday
F.A.D Studios or Substation?

Why must there be a clash?
Confusion strikes.
Friends or Major Interest?
Or even better stay home.

2009-02-11T05:22:00.000-08:00

3 days of offed phone.
3 days of not bathing.
3 days of not going out.
3 days of not going to work.
3 days of no cigarettes.
3 days of getting stucked to my IPod.
Seriously,when I eat,shit,waiting for computer to upload files,the Ipod will forever be in my hands. Thanks to Prison Break and other movies in it. Haha.
And now I'm quite upset because it got jammed. Fuck it. I love you IPod.
But life is really great when you lock yourself in your room for days.
Running away from all the problems you're facing.
Knowing that you're in a life and death situation.
But what can you do?
Sooner or later you have to face reality.
This is life.
What goes up must come down.
Anyways,sorry if you guys have been texting me. But my phone is not on and I don't think I want to on it. I'll reply to all your messages when I on it kay.
For the meantime,just get to me through the cyberworld.
I'm going out to get some ciggies to accompany me.
Later fellas!

2009-02-09T18:43:00.000-08:00

Life is like a rocking boat trying to make its way to the shore. Through the thunderstorms and crashing wave,still trying to hold on to survive. And there's still no sight of any Island. How long will the thunderstorm last? And how long can I hold on to the boat,fighting the deadly sea? Only god knows.

Phone's been off for 2 days. I don't wanna contact anyone at this moment. I don't wanna go to work. Sorry Coffee Bean And Tea Leaves. Fire me if you want. I can't go on anymore. I don't wanna waste my time being ordered by higher authorities. I wanna live life freely. I don't wanna listen anybody. And don't fucking force me if I don't want to do what you want me to do. This is my life. You don't control me. Because in the end,I die alone. You're not the one who's gonna accompany me when I'm in my grave. Death. Pfft. I wanna die. Because,someone's controlling my life. And I don't like it. Give me a break will ya? Can't you guys understand how fucked up life is nowadays? C'mon,do something to change your life,stop borthering others. And to those haters out there,what do ya get critcizing others,talking behind their backs and whatever shits you assholes do,get a life man. Are you so perfect? Is everything about you is sooooo gooooood? As evil as the witch in Snow White and The Seven Dwarves,at least she knows how to reflect herself in the mirror 'cermin diri sendiri'. Have you ever reflect yours? Then go try it. See how would you feel if you are in those weaklings shoes. Or is it you've been in the situation before and you're putting your shits on others just to have your revenge? Haha. C'mon chill out. Leave the past,live for the present. No point holding grudges. Unless that shit is really #*($(!#%#!. Okay whatever. Anyway,this post is not meant to refer to anyone. It's just my thought. Sorry if you think it's you. I don't know what shit I'm talking about. You guys have a nice day and enjoy life aite. See you whenever I see you. And yeah I miss you. I mean,not you guys. But Kelsey.

Maya :'( tu je aku boleh cakap. Didn't expect you to remember our past memories. I thought you'd have forgotten all that since we're not in the same school anymore and not been spending much time together. You'll always be like a sister to me. Ily and Imy.

2009-02-08T02:24:00.000-08:00

Parkway Drive = Awesome
Chalet 1 = Afiq and the Rudies;Irwan and gang
Chalet 2 = Endika,Erwin,Liya
Good news = Happy/Confuse
Bad news = Die soon
Love me = I love you too
Hate me = Go reflect on your past how you grow up to be what you are now

Reflect yourself. Who knows you might look like the vase?

"I'm pretty upset and very dissapointed with the world, society, kids and human beings a.k.a animals that revolve around me are just plain bullshit. I am not thinking for myself but can i ask you like one question? Korang taktau chill eh? Seriously it's a no need to making such a big fuss about the smallest littlest thing like your dad's tiny dick, then boom! Everyone knows, or maybe kecoh-kecoh sendiri, involve with insultings, discriminations, bullying, fighting and shits. Come on uhh, it's not even war, so what worth you fighting for? But please, favour me, you chill and just be fucking patient tolerating one's heart and i swear things will be just fine. No one's perfect. Aliens will still be aliens! Pretty sigh." - Ajie

2009-02-03T10:37:00.000-08:00

Im bored so here goes nothing.

1. The person who tagged you:

-Fiction

2. Your relationship with her/him:

-^_^

3.Your 5 impressions of her/him:

- Got a hot body.

- Good looking.

- Good at dancing.

- A good companion.

- Have the same taste of what kind of lover we want.

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done for you:

- Taught me my weak subjects during N Level period.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:

- We'll always have love talk until we fall asleep suddenly at that person's place. Haha.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on:
- Grow bigger boobs,butt,have long straight hair,wears a dress,wears skate shoes. (my ideal girl)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:

- Ask that person to become my friend.

8. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now:

- I miss you and your bed and all the gossips.

9. Your overall impression of him/her:

- Good to ehem ehem with. xD

10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you:

- Go check my friendster,myspace,facebook friends list and ask them all kay?

11. The character you love about yourself is:

- The character I am now.

12. The character you hate about yourself is:

- The character I am now. Huh? Apa sia mus?

13. The most ideal person you want to be:

- Naruto peh adik ipar uh! Janji dapat belajar ninjutsu. Lol.

14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:

- Don't lie uh. Your words are nothing but lies.

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel about you:

1. Attack Attack!

2. The Devil Wears Prada

3. Overthrown

4. Smosh

5. Straight Forward

6. Fake Eyelash

7. Ivory

8. Second Combat

9. Comadre

10. Ragdoll Epilogue

(My own choice since there's no more slot)
11.The Bois

16.Who is No.6 with?

- Don't know uh. Always fake people.

17. No.9 male or female?

- All male.

18.If No.7 & 1 get together, will it be a good thing?

- Woah cb! I'll go crazy at their show sia. Haha.

19. What is No.2 studying about?

- Christianity and making good music/great

20. When was the last time you chat with No.3?

- Last few days ^^

21. What kind of music does No.8 like?

- Straightedge hardcore.

22. Does No.10 have siblings?No.3?

- No.10's siblings is Murdered for Revenge,November 19th and Shadows of Miasma. No.3's is with the LCHC.

23.Will you woo No.3?

- Sial uh! I'd love to sia! They's the best. Haha.

24. How about No.7?

-Of course I will. Almost everyday we chat. Haha.

25. Is No.4 single?

- Anthony and Ian are gays. Haha.

26. What is the surname of No.5?
- STR8FRWD

27. What is the hobby of No.1?

- Giving great shows and never fail to bring the house down.

28. Does No.5 & 9 get along well ?

- I think Nerd from Straight Forward love to cry with them. Haha.

29. Where is No.2 studying at?

- The recording studio.

30. Talk something about No.1.

- Simple. The greatest band ever and my number 1 favourite band.

31. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8?

- Yeaps. I love them.

.32. Where does No.9 stay?

- California.

33. Are No.1 & 5 best friends?

- I don't think so. Lol.

34. Does No.1 have pets?

- I'd kidnap the pet if I found out. Haha.

35. Is No.7 the sexiest person on earth ?

- Sophian,Firdaus and Tom is. Haha I ain't gay mofo.

36. What is No.1 doing now?

- Resting for their shows. They're busy everyday. How I wish they would come here.

(My own question since there's nothing asked about them)
Bonus. How much do you love No.10?
- I love them to bits and pieces. I never fail to go crazy at their shows. Love you guys!

Bonus. Who do you like the most in the band?
- Abang Baba the sapao man! I love singing along with them!

Sorry uh letak nama bands instead of nama korang. Lol.
The reason I never put Emma Watson up there is because I don't want you guys to know about her. Cannot share my love uh!

Cute pe sia dia?
Nak main kau please?

2009-02-03T10:03:00.000-08:00

I miss Z.A and N.A.S.
I miss school.
I miss friends.
I miss late grand-dad.
I miss mum.
I miss my brothers.
I miss friends.
And I miss gigs.

Hope my sprained ankle would heal before Parkway Drive show.
It would be a disaster if I couldn't enjoy myself.
And grats to Ivory for having a new keyboardist.
Thanks for you-know-what. Haha.
Yeah! Manager is selling me an IPod Classic 160GB at a cheap price.
Fuck,I've always wanted it since last year.
It's like a dream come true! Haha.
Thanks Hannah Montana.

2009-02-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

Love Story

Click on the link above. It's a good story for those who love romance.
My mini tears come out whet I read the part where Yuri died and what happened after that.
Who says guys don't cry? Kay paisey abit. Lol.
Very sweet and touching uh. It's good for those whose loved ones have died.
If you don't feel anything when reading that story means you're not human.
But I have to warn you it's one freaking long story but it's worth you time.
Thanks to Julz for sharing the great story. (Y)

And,aku kena halau dengan satu orang ni. Sedih.

2009-01-31T15:11:00.000-08:00

It's 7am now and I swear I fucking regretted taking a peek at the picture just a minute ago.
Fuck it uh. The hair on my neck keeps standing and I feel so cold.
I can't stop looking behind me to make sure nothing is behind me.
And I can't get the picture out of my head. It stays inside my head.
I swear I regret looking at it. Curiousity does kills the cat.
Fuck I'm so fucking scared. It keeps playing in my head.
Goddamn it. Allah save me. Bismillah.
It may not look scary to you guys but it does for a coward like me.
Imagine you being the guy in the picture.
I'm so fucking scared. Help me somebody. I regret it.

2009-01-31T12:05:00.000-08:00

I got this bulletin from Izzy. It's a cool one so I'm gonna give it a try.
Open your mp3 player and switch it to shuffle mode.
Answer the question with the title and artist that your mp3 is playing.
When answering a new question,press next on your mp3 player.
MUST BE HONEST.
Here I go.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Obsession Over Ray - 20 Dischanger (Fuck I ain't gay)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
We Shaped Air Castle - Zainichi (How sweet daydreaming with her,lol)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
This Isn't What I'm Saying,This Is What I'm Doing - House vs Hurricane (Yeaps I went a gig today and sprained my ankle. Thanks Ragdoll Epilogue)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
These Cities,Our Graves - Antagonist A.D (Wtf? I live to die?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Perseverance - Straight Forward (Power uh Kurt,your song have a great impact on me, LOL)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Texas Is South - The Devil Wears Prada (You guys really think I'm setan? Puki)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Blood for Blood - Dextromethorphan/Dekotora (Yes they are my blood)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
In Dying Days - As Blood Runs Black (Yes,everyday I feel like dying)

WHAT IS 2+2?
This Too Shall Pass - Mouthful of Air (takde link)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND/s?
Breather - Emarosa (They're my oxygen)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Leave This Dismay - Hamartia (How I wish I could get her off my mind)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Count Your Lies - xAFBx (Gosh,am I a liar?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Darling - Eyes Set To Kill (HAHAHAHA! Can also uh)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Here We Go - 100DEADRABBITS (Haha,go do something fishy)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Competition - Overthrown (Guess so since everytime we fight)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
What Has Inspired Us - Second Combat (Sing alongs,2steps haha. A memorable one)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The Golden Years - Antagonist A.D (Suhweeeeeet,at least they'll remember me)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Until The End - Restraint (Means I stick to one hobby until I die is it?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Worth Life To Redeem - Second Combat (Yeaps,they're worth it)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Corporate Bullshit - Mouthful of Air (LOL)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The Only Virtue - House vs Hurricane (Wow)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Aftermath - For Better Endings (Coolshit sia! Haha)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Our Fight - Forgive (Lol part ni busted! Haha no offence guys)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Kelsey - Metro Station (I really didn't expect this,fuck it)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Decisions Made - Champion (Wait for my decision uh)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
A Taste Of Murder In Daylight - Ebonys Call (Woah,it matches to the question,haha)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Gratitude - Sidekicks ("WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU!")

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Infidelity - Second Combat (I really wish I could)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
This Twisted Facade - Ivory ( :'( )

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Hunger - First Base

Haha. I swear all those questions are coincidentally answered. Some are true but some are just for laughters. But I really didn't expect those answers to be that cool. Haha. Thanks Izzy.

And one more thing which scare the shit out of me. All thanks to Izwan.
Everyone knows I'm afraid of ghostly stuffs and insects. He still can ask me to read his blog.
Some more that day Fahmi and Fikri tell me ghost stories until I'm scared to go home.
Called my friends around woodlands to send me home but they laugh after hearing that I'm scared to go home alone. Thanks uh kawan.
Back at the main reason,READ IT

I still haven't open the link to the picture. I read it at around 3 plus in the morning.
I'm so scared to open the picture so I guess I'll wait untill 6 or 7 in the morning.
Read it up and you'll understand. Cheers guys :)

2009-01-30T14:06:00.000-08:00

Gig at Music Garage was great. Kickoff the gig with friend bands Ragdoll Epilogue and November 19th. Shout hearts out releasing the pains inside. Followed by punk rock band,20 Dischanger. Awesome originals but they paitao me. Promise me to play the song I requested but kena paitao. Haha. Dear,Who Am I pun maut,pop punk band. Circle pits and shits. But the greatest band has to be THE BOIS! I love and respect the Skinhead scene. That is what we call unity. Singing together with one voice. Even though you're not a skin but they'll put their arms around you and sing with you. I love you shiny heads! Haha. Then got fight between F crew and A crew. Not the crew lah but 1 of them from each. But luckily abang sapao Baba(The Bois vocalist) to the rescue. "We are fucking skinheads and we don't fight! It's a shame!" Haha. Sweet words from the abang body. But still skinheads are the best. I miss Sec 2 moments when my heart is still into skins. Ouh by the way,I get to meet Jie! My good chinese-cum-malay skinhead friend. Wanted to sing with him during The Bois slot but Fikks told me he's gone home. He got probation because of a stupid thing. Bodoh peh botak. Hahaha.

Later got another gig at Beats Merchants. Ragdoll Epilogue,Murdered For Revenge,Every Rage I Seek,SIDEKICKS! It's gonna be awesome. I'm meeting Jie the botak head later to slack awhile before heading to gig. I miss those times I spend with him. And I miss Saturday Kids. Come back guys. Let's get wasted and looked down on together again. I miss you guys :'(

My face on Overthrown's Album Promo!
Woah proud gila sia.
I love you guys! Haha.

2009-01-29T10:52:00.000-08:00

Fuck. 2 days of work with no ciggies. I'm craving for some smoke.
Here's a tragic story of mine today.

Work ended late because at 10.30,a customer ordered gourmet that exceed 10 orders.
Imagine the rush and panic that we 3 staffs feel when we are suppose to take last order of gourmet at 9. But the customer came at around 8 to reserve. Fuck you.
Called Amin to meet at woodlands to help me buy contraband ciggies.
Cabbed back to woodlands.

Scene 1
Met Amin at boots and shoes and we proceeded to Marsiling block 131.
Tiring walk due to work. Reached there and I waited for him under a block when he go to meet the pakcik. After feeling restless for 10 minutes,Amin came back.
STRIKE 1!
"mus,takde orang uh. Tempat macam sunyi aje. Sana macam banyak undercover."
I was like fuck it uh. Harapan number 1 putus.
Walk around there to look for the people but to no avail.
Walked back to Causeway Point.

Scene 2
On the way to Causeway Point with Amin,call Chee Yong asking him to check out Triple 8.
Waited for his call feeling so restless and complaining about life with no ciggies.
Upon reaching a nearby traffic light near my place,Chee Yong called.
"Mus,the people all go home only. Only left 3 drunkard uncle. I ask already they say stock finish."
STRIKE 2!

Scene 3
Perasaan yang teramat kecewa. I broke down at the traffic light feeling so stress.
Sitted down there,took out a bottle of drink which I stole from work and drink step air mabuk padahal air fruit juice. Scratch my head,thinking of a way suddenly Amin tapped me.
*Amin points at a Macdonald rider on the road*
"Mus,tu macam Hamid aje."
He waves at Hamid and Hamid sardine aje bawak motor macam road bapak dia approaching us.
I shouted,"Hamid! Tolong aku! Aku tengah gian rokok uh. Dekat mana ada lobang lagi?"
He took my money and off he goes sending his orders first before buying my ciggies at Woodgrove..
I was damn happy. I was thanking god all the way and smiling because harapan ketiga untuk menikmati rokok tercapai.
Crapped some jokes like a man over the moon.
Half an hour later,Hamid came back.
*Took out my money*
"Mus,budak budak tu semua takde uh dekat Woodgrove. Aku gi 131 tempat takde orang."
STRIKE 3! YOU'RE OUT!
Macam sial uh! Bingit sendiri complain macam nak mampos. Harapan ketiga putus.
Feeling devastated,buat muka tak tau malu and ask hamid for a stick and went back home.
Tiga kali sia aku kena zang. Thanks uh Yahudi.

Can't wait for tomorrow's gig. Good bands will be playing. 20D,RE,N19,The Bois.

Time and time again you lied to me and keep giving me false hopes.
You played with my feelings like how you play with a dildo.
You're just the same piece of shit.
If not for the truth that I've found out myself,I'd be playing your stupid games up till now.
Thanks alot uh.

2009-01-28T09:17:00.000-08:00

I'm in desperate for cigarettes.
I really need some sticks.
I have a foul temper when I really needta smoke.
Called everyone in woodlands to help buy lobang but some are asleep,didn't pick up,and don't know how to buy.
Shafreak and Faris perangai tetap sama macam pukimak.
Orang call dah angkat berbual merepek.
Macam tak g sekolah gitu tak tau nak berbual.
Buang prepaid aku aje.
Suar.
Anybody,help me please?

Can't wait to see Ragdoll Epilogue,November 19th,The Bois and 20 Dischanger this Friday.

2009-01-27T09:01:00.000-08:00

Gigs,gigs,gigs.
It's the best place to let you anger out.
All those heart pains,shits you go through in life,hurtful truth,fucked up shit,personal problems that you kept to yourself all this while.
It's felt so relieving when you enter the pit and you sing along with your friends,mosh with them and do funny stuffs with them.
Felt so great to release all you anger in the pit but it's only for that moment.
After that,you'll face more shits in life.
How I wish everyday there's alot of gigs.
And life will be great with your friends around.
Special thanks to all those who had been there for me all this while.
I don't know how am I suppose to repay you kind deeds.
Please don't ask me to fork out money.
I'm not that rich haha.

Yes! Abang Mimi pun tak suka yahudi!
Don't eat Macdonalds and don't drink Starbucks.

Overthrown is the fucking best.
Thanks for inviting me guys.
By the way,Racthmad wears the same watch as me!
Woohoo!

2009-01-24T15:09:00.000-08:00

The most inspiring and a person I look up to.
A person who never gives up his dream to become the Ninja Warrior.
The guy who have the same dream and the same spirit like Naruto.
Jake Hilton.
For you guys who don't know who he is,
he's just a normal youtub-er.
But he's training for the upcoming show called Ninja Warrior.
Check out his videos man. He's fucking sick.
Give him support by subscribing to his videos.

Lol I'm like a promoter.

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=NixSeraph&view=comments#entry

BBH7,can't wait.

2009-01-23T02:03:00.000-08:00

Like always,the best Showmanship and a great band,
The Devil Wears Prada.
This is their new song for their new album that will be released somewhere around 2009.

The Making Of "Stick Stickly" from Attack Attack! on Vimeo.

Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.
Attack Attack! the fucking shit.
I can't wait for their new video.
I love you guys! Haha.

Tomorrow's gig.
Be there or beheaded.

2009-01-22T12:06:00.002-08:00

NIGA HIGA <3

2009-01-18T14:34:00.000-08:00

Woah. What a great start for these few months of the new year. So many gigs to look forward to. OVERTHROWN,RE,N19,SOM,M4R,ERIS,SF,NRFTW,BD so on and so forth. Even PD and xSCx are coming to Singapore. How can I not get excited? There's 2 gigs I know which have a mix of genres like hardcore,punk,punk rock,deathcore,oi,ska etc. It's been a really long time since I last went to ska gig. Fucking miss it so much man. Last was at 'Even Ruder' where situations turn really bad. Don't wanna think about it. Fuck that shit. _|_ I don't give a damn about money uh. I'd rather waste it on gigs than stupid stuffs like ciggies and alcohol. Not worth it. I think I wanna quit work because there's too many shows going on every week. Money's gonna fly around January and February. Maybe April following RE to launch their split ep with M4r at Kuala Lumpur. Money again! Seriously,fuck work uh. I don't even school. I don't have a fucking life. Might as well I get wasted going to shows,sing my heart out,venting out what I've kept all this while. And work is shite. "Four dollars per hour,is not enought for a living. Is it worth life to redeem?" xSCx's songs had a really great impact. One of the best hardcore bands. After Overthrown that is. Haha. That's all I have to say for now. See you guys around at any shows!

By the way,here's some 'kecoh' pictures taken by Mondre from "A Sacred Axe and A Mannequin Angel" at the Overdrive gig. Was there to support Shadows Of Miasma <3

"Wooooooooooooooo!"

Ziq was crying as he ran away from the camera. He hates taking picture. NOT! Hahah.

Saturday Night Fever. Baik Pichet!

Favour uh. Next picture don't laught till you piss and shit in your pants. Don't embarrass me uh favour. Just hold on to your laughter when you see it. Promise? Okay here it goes.

I say don't laugh right! Fucker.
Ni namanya pasang kaki kuda kuda bila nak silat.
Muka baik dok (Y)

2009-01-15T07:58:00.000-08:00

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
Guess what?
I saw something that I'm not suppose to see about an hour ago.
It's so fucking scary. I just can't believe my eyes.
The view is just so fucking gross. It makes me wanna puke.
I took it and threw it on the floor.
I just can't stand the awful sight.
It's killing me with the disgusting stench.
It is so evelish red.
Like there's a power of the Satan coming from it.
Wanna know what is?
Go down.

It's a fucking MANCHESTER UNITED 2009 CALENDER
Oh my fucking god!
To think that somebody actually put it up on my computer's monitor.
I guess it's either mum or dad.
They still thought I support Man Utd.
That was when I was small!
Giving it away for free.
Still brand new. Anybody wants it approach me.
Fucking eeewwww.

2009-01-14T14:53:00.000-08:00

I've applied for Aerospace Technology in Yishun Campus. I don't wanna go Yishun :( I wanna go to Simei. But too bad. Other people can make 6 choices but I only get to make 1. Wtf? Fuck the system uh. I really hope I get that course. I didn't know that they extended the January intake to 14th january. I only get to know about it on the last date itself and I applied for it on the day itself -.- Wish me luck guys. I really wantt to school badly. I miss have school friends. God,please give me this one last chance.

:'(
I was ALWAYS there for you but you were always there for someone else.
You even went to J after you left A.
You lied to me twice in this incident.
And now you're saying I'm not there.
Maksud?

2009-01-11T09:48:00.000-08:00

Fuck it! Fuck you,him,her,we,they,them and whoever uh. Favour if you see anybody wearing anything related to Manchester United's crest,fuck them from the back and beat them up. Fuck it. Chelsea lost to them. 3-0. THREE FUCKING ZERO. Despite John Terry's teriffic shot blocking and Frank Lampard's great passing,The Blues lost to the Satans aka Red Devils. And I can't accept the fact that they lost. Now their chance to win this season's title is going down. Fuck that. I don't have the fucking mood to go on with life. Family is going down,love life is going down,friends so-so and now,Chelsea fucking LOST! I'd rather die. Fuck this shit. You want to know how Christiano Ronaldo become good? Because of Wayne Rooney's cum. Don't believe? Evidence is below.

See? Fuck life,I'm outta here. Don't talk to me. I wanna die.
Yes,my Prepaid is low so stop asking when I want to top up. The answer is I don't want to top up for the time being.

"If I were to break up with him,you'd be the first guy I turn to and won't give other guys a second look."

Pure bullshit.

2009-01-08T09:41:00.000-08:00

I need to get a fucking life. I need to school. I want to school! I can't go on like this forever. I can't have holiday everyday. Somebody help me please? I gotta roll. Emma's on the bed screaming for me to go to her. She's dying to ride me for the past half an hour. Well,see ya later blog readers. Sorry for the short post,there's a distraction here. Teehee.

I took a picture of her. See from the expression? She's angry because I didn't entertain her. Now I gotta get on bed with her. Later readers!

2009-01-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

I miss mum.
I miss dad.
I miss A.
I miss Evergreen Secondary.
And I miss having a girlfriend :(

Friday night was fun. Sitting alone at Fullerton Bridge accompanied by a double cheeseburger,2 bottles of pepsi twist,mp3 and two sticks of Gudang Garam. The beautiful colours from the bridge really put my mind at ease. Reflecting back on my life. The past and the future. I miss my family. I miss Secondary life. Looking at how everyone's first day of school is really makes me jealous. It makes me feel really bad. I started throwing tantrums at everyone in the house. Throw things all around. This is how I am when I usually woke up from sleep when there's no food in house or anybody irritates me. I really need school :( I forget to apply for ITE and dad ask me to pay for my on fees if I want to go to private school. I don't really have support in my life. Friends are there for me,but not always they are there for me. They too have their on life. I just want to feel love from someone. Someone who will be there for me everytime I need a lap to rest my head,listen to my shits,play with my hair and whisper to me,"I'll always be there for you." I won't listen to anybody,not my mum,not my dad,not my close friends. But only one. The one that who could shower me with love,care and concerns. I miss those feelings. My future is dark. I really need someone to guide me in life. God,save me please.

New year resolution? There's no need for a fucking resolutions. Because I believe actions speaks louder than words.

And thanks to Ash Bibir. That one hour talk you give me about Love,Friends,Family and Scene shits really helped me alot. It may be a little advice but it does have a great impact. *salutes* I hope we can be friends until the day I die. Like you said,"Friends come and go. In life,there are only 2 bestfriends. Your mum and your dad. Friends may go but those 2 bestfriends will stay close to your heart."

Its reality bro you dont expect things to be fair. The world goes round. It revolves around there is when you have karma.You work for something. you get that something. you hope for something you get nothing. Either you win or you lose.
-Fiz Grindpants

I wanna fucking die.

ily emma.

2008-12-28T08:28:00.000-08:00

Yeah! I got a christmas gift from manager. And Dora's christmas party was okay lah. First time play rockband. Kekok sia. Haha. Slaughterhouse Massacre was okay also. Rush down from work just to catch ERIS. But only get to enjoy their last two songs. Lucky got Shadows Embrace. Lol. This week fucking tight schedule. Chalet was changed to 31st Dec to 2 Jan. And I wasn't informed. And it clashed with some events. 31st countdown at Sentosa with the beruks. 1st january got Straightforward's gig. What to enjoy sia with only half a day at chalet on 2nd Jan when you already paid an effing 30 bucks? -.-! gotta plan real hard. I know! Stay at home sudah! (Y) K bye penat nak mampus.

Suka fye tengok power aku?

ABUGEN!

We cover our face because we find it pretty gay boy and boy do a heart shape picture together. That is Qom by the way. A new friend and he is friendly. Haha.

Mussy Lah Bodoh

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